A bit of a big ramble.

Mar 11, 2009 02:16

Oh man, I feel sick. Should be in bed by now. I'm having headaches every day, it's like my hair hurts. I want to cut my hair so badly. I'm wanting to shave the sides the day after my sister's wedding in May but after nearly a year of growing my mohawk out I don't know if I'll have the guts. But fuck it'll be such a relief to get rid of half of this ( Read more... )

asd, baby, autism, leith

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heyewe March 11 2009, 09:04:02 UTC
sad, not stupid.

I know i've said it before, but what makes kids happier, more than anything else, is a happy mum. you dont sound like a happy mum... happy to BE a mum, but not happy.

I've lost track a bit of how old Leith is, but everything you describe sounds normal to me... i know you say he's doing the lining stuff up thing, but all the pronunciation things and other things... they all sound just like perfectly normal kids i've had or known... My nephew didnt talk AT ALL not one word out of his mouth till he was over 3. He ended up going to a special pre-school for language development, granted, but he didnt have a hearing problem and wasnt diagnosed with anything else either... he just took a really long time to learn to talk.

He's now almost 15, has been going to a normal school since i think grade 2 or 3, he's going to applecross high school, he's in year 10 and he's absolutely normal.

he's not the most outrageously outgoing kid, and he's not rebellious or angry. but he's doing fine in school, he's happy at home, and he interacts socially and well, he's just normal - if normal at 18 is 'not' going out graffiti-ing etc :)

everything you are doing is awesome, but relax and be happy is my advice. You're doing a great job, but i feel like you are making more work out of it than it needs to be. i'd really like YOU to be happy, because then HE will be.

hang in there - really. you are a GREAT mum.

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heyewe March 11 2009, 09:05:33 UTC
should be normal at 15, not 18... he turned 15 this month.

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snowcowgirl March 11 2009, 15:41:10 UTC
I ammmm happy I promise you!! I have fun every day!! Sure, I have my ups and downs, EVERYONE does, and my downs appear in my journal a LOT more often than my ups because when I'm up I don't sit around to write about it, I enjoy it! But I swear you have nothing to worry about, Leith has a very happy mum.

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snowcowgirl March 11 2009, 15:44:18 UTC
Oh yes and if it sounds like I'm making more work out of it than it needs to be with all of the craft projects and stuff I'm doing, I'm only doing them because I enjoy it and it gives me something to do that I can be proud of when it's finished and I love seeing my son play with something or learn from something that I've made for him.

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lonely_whispers March 19 2009, 11:59:35 UTC
when i was reading that bit all i could think of was how much of a great mum you are

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snowcowgirl March 24 2009, 05:17:11 UTC
Awww <3 thanks, that makes me feel all fluffy and special :D

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