More complaints about breastfeeding
I'm totally out of it. And the lamest thing is that I only realised it when I logged online and typed in www.licejournal.com (that's not so bad), then www.email.com (instead of myspace.com). Mum's looking after Leith for a couple of hours so we can shop around pharmacies for some electric breast pumps to hire. I have to express after every feed, now, even though I only get out 20ml at a time because there's fucking nothing in my boobs. I'm taking four doses of Motilium and some weird really fucking stinky herb (smells like I'm taking a capsual of beef stock) and things don't really seem to be getting any better. Poor Leith is crying all the time because he's always hungry and I haven't got much to feed him. He always falls asleep at my boob anyway and refuses to wake up so my breasts don't think they need to produce any more milk. GOddammithtioergreoizgjo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111111
I thought that the only problems you could have with breastfeeding were cracked nipples or mastitis. I didn't think that it'd be this fricken hard to just get the milk into my baby. I've never had problems with cracked nipples thank god, I think if I did I'd have to give up and go to formula. My nipples must be incredibly resilient (maybe I won't be saying that once he starts growing teeth).
Ah, Matt's back from dropping bubs off at my mum's surgery. God, she really does too much for me. I don't deserve all this help. I can't imagine how single girls living on their own do this. AGHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Byebyebeyebyebyebeye.
I thought that the only problems you could have with breastfeeding were cracked nipples or mastitis. I didn't think that it'd be this fricken hard to just get the milk into my baby. I've never had problems with cracked nipples thank god, I think if I did I'd have to give up and go to formula. My nipples must be incredibly resilient (maybe I won't be saying that once he starts growing teeth).
Ah, Matt's back from dropping bubs off at my mum's surgery. God, she really does too much for me. I don't deserve all this help. I can't imagine how single girls living on their own do this. AGHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Byebyebeyebyebyebeye.