(no subject)
Your promises broke my heart faster than your words
You can't take either of them back
Slowly speaking, but it all sped straight through
Just give it a rest (goodbye will bring you happiness)
And I'll watch my feelings fade like the night sky
With the ever-growing sunrise, I'm leaving faster
I've been told this is the hardest part
This has happened again at the worst of times
Inside my head and on my own (like always)
I'll find a way to make this something I can live with
I’ll put on some more makeup, so you won’t see that I’ve cried
So you won’t realize that I’m really falling apart on the inside.
I’ll pretend to be happy just for the sake of you,
So you won’t have to see what feelings I’m going through
I try to overdo things, for the parts that I lack
So I look like I’m on top of all of that.
But as soon as I get onto
My insecurities come and throw me on the floor.
All that make up, and pretty dresses I wear,
Just fades into another lame attempt at pretending to be okay
I thought you would have seen my unhappiness after all these years
But you’re still fooled by the makeup that covers all these tears.
So here I am, with the makeup caked on,
Wondering how much longer I can carry on
How much longer will I live with this disguise?
How much longer until you will notice these tears in my eyes ........ and maybe u will see what i do everydaY*
You can't take either of them back
Slowly speaking, but it all sped straight through
Just give it a rest (goodbye will bring you happiness)
And I'll watch my feelings fade like the night sky
With the ever-growing sunrise, I'm leaving faster
I've been told this is the hardest part
This has happened again at the worst of times
Inside my head and on my own (like always)
I'll find a way to make this something I can live with
I’ll put on some more makeup, so you won’t see that I’ve cried
So you won’t realize that I’m really falling apart on the inside.
I’ll pretend to be happy just for the sake of you,
So you won’t have to see what feelings I’m going through
I try to overdo things, for the parts that I lack
So I look like I’m on top of all of that.
But as soon as I get onto
My insecurities come and throw me on the floor.
All that make up, and pretty dresses I wear,
Just fades into another lame attempt at pretending to be okay
I thought you would have seen my unhappiness after all these years
But you’re still fooled by the makeup that covers all these tears.
So here I am, with the makeup caked on,
Wondering how much longer I can carry on
How much longer will I live with this disguise?
How much longer until you will notice these tears in my eyes ........ and maybe u will see what i do everydaY*