Jun 26, 2005 18:48
hello everyone!! all i really do at this site that i have just realized is just come and kinda ghauk at othe rpeoples lives and what is going on with them and that i never really write in here any more! im not to sure why but i only realize that i havent written in here in a while after about two weeks because im always so excited to log in and look at everyones lives and what is going on but yet isnt that basically what they are doing but see im not fullfiling my part of the deal because if i dont write anything then they have nothing to read!! and if everyone just stopped writing on here and just came on here to read about others lives then there would never be anything to read because no one has written anything!! im not to sure why i just wrote that bunch of useles information but you dont have to read it if you dont want to!! but i guess that desicion has already came and passed and if you didnt want to read it then you chose the wrong answer!! you are the weekest link! goodbye!!
so now the i stop rambling about this site and how it would just die if we all because just a bunch of ghaukers(im not to sure how to spell that word) so yeah today i wanted to do something today instead of just sitting around and being bored but there was no one to really do anything with so my plans where foiled once again! but then we ended up going to the mall and then petsmart for crickets for ,y gecko and then sports athority and i saw these sweet puma soccer shoes that i want really bad and my mom said that if i make the davison soccer team that she would get them for me so that kinda gets me an inspiration work harder at the try outs! by the way if any one knows when the soccer tryouts for the school are i would be so happy if you told me thanx!! yeah at the mall with my mom and my sis and my step dad we all went to victoria secrets and i really didnt want to go and my step dad was like get used to it and i was like ill get used to it when i dont have to go with my mom and my sister and you into this store!! so i had to be embarassed in victoria secret because my mom and my step dad are perverts(but they learned it all from us) so they where talking about a bunch of crap that i dont really feel conmfortanle hearing my parents talk about it!! i dont know about any one else but i get pretty grossed out when my parents start to talk about there sex life and look at lingrie in front of me!! ITS JUST WRONG!!!
yeah so today ive been in a really pissy mood for some reason and im not sure why but i think that i have some sort of clue and i think it has to due with the facts that i havent been able to do anything this whole weekend and i also havent been able to talk to kayla today because i wanted to do something with her today but i guess that she had already made plans! so that kinda made me a little bit pissed off and then whenever im online now she is never online and i hate it because my mom hates me using the fone because we dont have caller i.d. and she just hates us using the fone so then i come and get online but no ones on and she will never call me or anything because thats just no right and i like it when a girl calls me every once in a while because it shows me that she actually cares!!
so yeah this entry has ended up being quite a bit longer than what i first expected but its ok because everything will be fine becuase the only people that have actually read to this point are the ghuakers or just the ones that actually care about me and my life and i thank you for keeping reading no matter how boring it may get in my stories or entries or whatever else you want to call them but yes thanx!! i havent typed this much in such a short time in like forever whith out resting my hand or giving it a break or anything and it almost is starting to hurt because its starting to cramp up on me and that is not good because it hurts!!and so i just keep typing because im an idiot and just dont wana stop because typing just keeps me busy and it helps me to type better i mean im a pretty fast typer for how i type because i use three fingers and a thumb because im weird like that and im also one of those people that never look up off the keeboard unless they know that they made a mistake so my eyes are like constantly fixed on the keyboard at like all times yet i still mess up typing a lot no matter how much practice that i get or anything like that but i think that im going to end my entry right here because now im just rambling about thew first thing that comes to my mind and all it would do is just bore you all to death so ill stop!! good bye!!