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my parents are insane. i dont need anger management even though there are numerous holes in my wall, however i do need to continue math tutoring even though i passed for the year and i'm done with school tomorrow. how does that work? i wont have my book, i wont know what to work on, i wont have anything to do. plus i dont really need algebra 2 for college. abbey says they say i dont have anger problems because they dont want to admit that they make me angry. math is one of the few things that stresses me out. i dont need it, it can do onnly harm. for god sakes, i'm going to be an english teacher starting wednesday!
crazy insane stupid parents. i think i'm going to agree to theyre deal, but then just not go to tutoring... its not like they can make me go back to school.... plus the tutor is going to be like "uhhh why are you here" so maybe they'll get it through their stupid heads that neverrrr listen to me. they seriously never listen to me.... ever. i dont know how many times i told them i'll be fine in math unless i got a zero for the quarter which is impossible. and then all the sunnden theyre freaking out tell me i'm not going to graduate. i just wanna grab them and shake them and scream "shut the fuck up and listen to me for once... you have nothing to worry about, i'm taking care off it just back the fuck off". see, now thats anger. but i have to keep it in and eventually i have no way to let it out but just hit or throw something... and that only hurts me more.
it's a lose-lose situation.
since when am i an angry person? actually, i can provide an answer for that. weird. i hate being angry. i wish my sister was here just to help me get through this last month of having to deal with them and school.
on a completely un-related and much lighter note, i'm getting some more ear piercings tomorrow. its like i'm addicited.
crazy insane stupid parents. i think i'm going to agree to theyre deal, but then just not go to tutoring... its not like they can make me go back to school.... plus the tutor is going to be like "uhhh why are you here" so maybe they'll get it through their stupid heads that neverrrr listen to me. they seriously never listen to me.... ever. i dont know how many times i told them i'll be fine in math unless i got a zero for the quarter which is impossible. and then all the sunnden theyre freaking out tell me i'm not going to graduate. i just wanna grab them and shake them and scream "shut the fuck up and listen to me for once... you have nothing to worry about, i'm taking care off it just back the fuck off". see, now thats anger. but i have to keep it in and eventually i have no way to let it out but just hit or throw something... and that only hurts me more.
it's a lose-lose situation.
since when am i an angry person? actually, i can provide an answer for that. weird. i hate being angry. i wish my sister was here just to help me get through this last month of having to deal with them and school.
on a completely un-related and much lighter note, i'm getting some more ear piercings tomorrow. its like i'm addicited.