Jan 28, 2010 21:23
(a test run in a blogging style way of healing oneself)
Dear Melanie's Kidney,
I feel like we haven't really met until sunday morning when you started causing me pain and making me vomit. I didn't mean to upset you whatever I did. I thought I might have been stressed out or have appendicitis, but no monday night you tell me yourself that you are still not happy and you made me vomit both sunday night and monday night. delicious I do say so myself. I couldn't eat. I went to seek help for you I wanted to get you better! I promise!! They did all these tests and poof you gave them the most attention and they shot you some medicine directly. And are having me take some pills so that I can help you fight the intruder inside. But I am getting to the point where I am getting mad at you again. I can't practice my natural body functions without crying.
Today, Thursday, I tried to attend one of my classes (even though I shouldn't have). I wanted to cry because it was so difficult to walk home to the bus.
So I guess what I am asking Kidney is for you to work with me here and get better because I need to go to class and want to stop crying.
Please and thank you,
The Rest of Melanie's body
kidney