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I can't believe the 180 my life has turned in almost a year. I feel like I'm back to square one when I lived in New York. I hate this so much. I'm miserable. I'm exhausted all the time because this job is mentally draining. I've gained all the weight back that I lost. I'm so single it's not even funny. I have no confidence anymore. I have no motivation for anything. Everything sucks.