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i have learned so much this semester and by the way if u read this dont take it personal because even if it is about you, you'll think thats i'm talking about someone else, so lets all live in that fasle sence of reality that its everyone else and not us, i mean i know i've been doing it but fuck that lets own up, game on
by the way i'm not saying any of this is bad , this is just humanity and humanity is the onlyt hing can judge to so why be angry at it, i mean imperfecteions are what we embrace right? isn't that what drama is all about , isn't that why we love show such as the OC and real world and all those other now becoming "Prime Time" entertainment......seriously i'm not knocking anyone on looking down on anyone else because i realize that thats what us as humans beings do, that is how we are programed and that is how we have survived for so long and mabye even after the next quote un quote armegeddon (i cant spell, and i've never pretened to have known how too) , human survival skill is to improve upon other humans/animals/life forms, we stive on being better than everything we can and might be better than, that is why I dont think this is a flaw i think this is humanity and is only natural
it is natural for people to be jelous, its normal for people to make fun of others
its normal for us to make fun of the less fortuanate,
the less fourtunate make fun of the less fourtunate than them , i mean come one i've seen people striving for money playing a ttrupet on a NY subway for money making fun of black people on the streat (thats not me being racist, thats me being honist), if i have learned one thing is that i have not met an turle honist person, i figured that an h onist person would be an alutrist, but however alutrisim is no existant, if i am wrong please tell me and i will surely correct you, we, us humans are the virus of the earth, we are the virus of hummanity, we dont even fit our own religions that say we shouldnt even think about the shit we think about..... you are not special , we are not special we are living and thats all we got going for us, we are not individual because infact there are 6 billion , wait 6.5 billion all living as a resault from one fuck up in science , wait wait, this fuck up might be gods intenetions, which i truly hope it is, but none the less untill then we are alone , we are by ourselves we are what we are , we are what we beleive in and i think its about god damn time to start realizing what we are and realize what makes us fucking happy, live for someone else if that makes you happy, but for me, its living for myself, i've never felt gradification of living for someone else maybe thats why, i haven't felt the holy ghost as some people have (i'm not talking down, yet i am being envious of your for experinceing that....as a human naturlly would, at least i think so) i havn't felt devnie rightiousness and i havn't felt a need to live for someone other than me.....thats why i am the way that i am, i pray, i hope i strive for somthing better, and i even belive there is somthing better i just await in FAITH that it will come ...faith i'm sure none of you are reading this by now but i beleive faith is all we have to hold on.... not even faith in a religion, rather faith in ....well fucking faith
in what ever you want
if you have faih in somthing you want , it'll fucking happen , maybe not as good as you hoped but then again you have to undersatand that thats what life is about.......i know i'm losing, if not lost everyone readind this , i mena this is live journal and i dont read more than 3 lines of anyone update, but one person told me this is a "true journal" so i should be able to tell everyone off in here and not feel bad....but i would... obviously this is not a true journal ....another person once told me that they could listen to me forever....i doubt that too....but the important part is....i dont care........
i dont, i dont care about people listening to me forever or people thinking that what i say actully is private and is what i intended to say....
ladys and gents.... life is life, death is death, we all know no matter what we belive that we have one life.....however we know we have a death and that will last for as long as we can conceive....lets enjoy life, if theres somthing you truly beleive in....beleive in it, go at it with your hearts wide opend and your inhabitions to the side......whats 90 years comparied to infinity....
be nice be kind but most of all , be you.....enjoy diversitiy, enjoy freedom, endoy fucking life, its only gonna happen once and no matter where u are its happenign to you right now, so enjoy it, just enjoyy.....whats the point of living if your gonna regret it???
love you all dont worry about responses, unless its mean!!! cuz i want those the most
by the way i'm not saying any of this is bad , this is just humanity and humanity is the onlyt hing can judge to so why be angry at it, i mean imperfecteions are what we embrace right? isn't that what drama is all about , isn't that why we love show such as the OC and real world and all those other now becoming "Prime Time" entertainment......seriously i'm not knocking anyone on looking down on anyone else because i realize that thats what us as humans beings do, that is how we are programed and that is how we have survived for so long and mabye even after the next quote un quote armegeddon (i cant spell, and i've never pretened to have known how too) , human survival skill is to improve upon other humans/animals/life forms, we stive on being better than everything we can and might be better than, that is why I dont think this is a flaw i think this is humanity and is only natural
it is natural for people to be jelous, its normal for people to make fun of others
its normal for us to make fun of the less fortuanate,
the less fourtunate make fun of the less fourtunate than them , i mean come one i've seen people striving for money playing a ttrupet on a NY subway for money making fun of black people on the streat (thats not me being racist, thats me being honist), if i have learned one thing is that i have not met an turle honist person, i figured that an h onist person would be an alutrist, but however alutrisim is no existant, if i am wrong please tell me and i will surely correct you, we, us humans are the virus of the earth, we are the virus of hummanity, we dont even fit our own religions that say we shouldnt even think about the shit we think about..... you are not special , we are not special we are living and thats all we got going for us, we are not individual because infact there are 6 billion , wait 6.5 billion all living as a resault from one fuck up in science , wait wait, this fuck up might be gods intenetions, which i truly hope it is, but none the less untill then we are alone , we are by ourselves we are what we are , we are what we beleive in and i think its about god damn time to start realizing what we are and realize what makes us fucking happy, live for someone else if that makes you happy, but for me, its living for myself, i've never felt gradification of living for someone else maybe thats why, i haven't felt the holy ghost as some people have (i'm not talking down, yet i am being envious of your for experinceing that....as a human naturlly would, at least i think so) i havn't felt devnie rightiousness and i havn't felt a need to live for someone other than me.....thats why i am the way that i am, i pray, i hope i strive for somthing better, and i even belive there is somthing better i just await in FAITH that it will come ...faith i'm sure none of you are reading this by now but i beleive faith is all we have to hold on.... not even faith in a religion, rather faith in ....well fucking faith
in what ever you want
if you have faih in somthing you want , it'll fucking happen , maybe not as good as you hoped but then again you have to undersatand that thats what life is about.......i know i'm losing, if not lost everyone readind this , i mena this is live journal and i dont read more than 3 lines of anyone update, but one person told me this is a "true journal" so i should be able to tell everyone off in here and not feel bad....but i would... obviously this is not a true journal ....another person once told me that they could listen to me forever....i doubt that too....but the important part is....i dont care........
i dont, i dont care about people listening to me forever or people thinking that what i say actully is private and is what i intended to say....
ladys and gents.... life is life, death is death, we all know no matter what we belive that we have one life.....however we know we have a death and that will last for as long as we can conceive....lets enjoy life, if theres somthing you truly beleive in....beleive in it, go at it with your hearts wide opend and your inhabitions to the side......whats 90 years comparied to infinity....
be nice be kind but most of all , be you.....enjoy diversitiy, enjoy freedom, endoy fucking life, its only gonna happen once and no matter where u are its happenign to you right now, so enjoy it, just enjoyy.....whats the point of living if your gonna regret it???
love you all dont worry about responses, unless its mean!!! cuz i want those the most