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wow i havent written in here in a longgggggg time..
i was a school girl for halloween.. yeah that was unusual, so not me... i even wore a skirt! haha
umm i saw paul for the first time in over a year on october 31st.. he came over in the middle of the night at like 12:30 and picked me up and we went and sat in my mom's driveway chillin in his truck(cuz my mom hasnt been home). We talked for a long, long time... and just held each other and stuff like that, i've missed him so fuckin much, i dunno how i'm surviveing without him..
he cried on my shoulder :( and i've never seen him cry EVER in my life, its cause he was haveing second thoughts about leaveing, he's like, "now that your finally in my arms again i dont want to let you go, and i'm realizeing what i'm leaveing behind and i dont want to leav eyou here, come with me" (cuz he just moved to colorado on november 2nd to go pro in snowboarding, in which he's already sponsored by burton) i got pictures of us together.. finally
but i'm really gonna miss him.. he means the world to me, he promised to keep in touch cuz he was telling me how much he's gonna miss me so.. hopefully i these next couple years will go by fast so i can move to colorado myself..
i cant wait for it to snow! i'm going NUTTTTTTTS.. might have to put me in the nut house before the snow even gets here, i'm so phyched! weeeee
i'm going to colorado for the summer :) to stay wif my pauly.. hehe cant wait..
oh yeah and my mom has been missing since october 23rd.. still havent heard or seen her :( nobody has... i miss my mommy, hope she's okay
anyways i gotta get going
i was a school girl for halloween.. yeah that was unusual, so not me... i even wore a skirt! haha
umm i saw paul for the first time in over a year on october 31st.. he came over in the middle of the night at like 12:30 and picked me up and we went and sat in my mom's driveway chillin in his truck(cuz my mom hasnt been home). We talked for a long, long time... and just held each other and stuff like that, i've missed him so fuckin much, i dunno how i'm surviveing without him..
he cried on my shoulder :( and i've never seen him cry EVER in my life, its cause he was haveing second thoughts about leaveing, he's like, "now that your finally in my arms again i dont want to let you go, and i'm realizeing what i'm leaveing behind and i dont want to leav eyou here, come with me" (cuz he just moved to colorado on november 2nd to go pro in snowboarding, in which he's already sponsored by burton) i got pictures of us together.. finally
but i'm really gonna miss him.. he means the world to me, he promised to keep in touch cuz he was telling me how much he's gonna miss me so.. hopefully i these next couple years will go by fast so i can move to colorado myself..
i cant wait for it to snow! i'm going NUTTTTTTTS.. might have to put me in the nut house before the snow even gets here, i'm so phyched! weeeee
i'm going to colorado for the summer :) to stay wif my pauly.. hehe cant wait..
oh yeah and my mom has been missing since october 23rd.. still havent heard or seen her :( nobody has... i miss my mommy, hope she's okay
anyways i gotta get going