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It's so funny how life works. You wake up everyday wondering what you are going to do today. You wonder about who you're going to come across and what they are going to say to you if anything. You go threw your day thinking about how life was yesturday, how it is today and how tomorrow is going to be. But what if everyday seems to be the same. You get up, go through the day but you don't feel any different from the day before and you feel tomorrow won't get any better?
Wierd huh? I feel that way. I don't think I feel happy anymore and I know everyday is the same. I am always wondering when it's going to happen again. Wondering how much longer I get to feel loved. I wonder when he is going to stomp on my heart and tell me to fuck off. Maybe I shouldn't feel this way but it's getting to the point where he is going to accept being 21 and in love or where he is going to say, "I am only 21, I don't want to be in love right now".
Life is different for everyone. Sometimes it just hits you and you see that you can't go through a single day without thinking about the other person. But sometimes they don't even think of you until someone reminds them of you. How wierd... I don't want to have to think he isn't thinking about me right now but I am pretty sure he's is.
Good night everyone
Wierd huh? I feel that way. I don't think I feel happy anymore and I know everyday is the same. I am always wondering when it's going to happen again. Wondering how much longer I get to feel loved. I wonder when he is going to stomp on my heart and tell me to fuck off. Maybe I shouldn't feel this way but it's getting to the point where he is going to accept being 21 and in love or where he is going to say, "I am only 21, I don't want to be in love right now".
Life is different for everyone. Sometimes it just hits you and you see that you can't go through a single day without thinking about the other person. But sometimes they don't even think of you until someone reminds them of you. How wierd... I don't want to have to think he isn't thinking about me right now but I am pretty sure he's is.
Good night everyone