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so yea, it still sucks. the whole thing with Jess. but I talked to her bf today and he is pretty cool. I don't know. I can't change the way I feel for her. but I am glad that she is with someone who makes her happy and treats her right. the way I see it, even if me and her ended up together I could never be as good to her as he is. I live to far, and don't know her nearly well enuf to give her what she deserves. so in that respect I'm glad. but like i said. it still sucks. man, I was looking forward to seeing her on tuesday. if only just to see her for the first time in 4 years. oh well. it was stupid of me to get my hopes up. things are really not going to well for me right now. for some reason it just dawned on me that this just isn't my month. lol. oh well, hopefully me and Melisa will hang out tomorrow. and the this weekend I mght go up to dave's cabin. which would be fun. anyways, it late and I gotta work tomorrow so I'm off to bed.