wow
so today was so much fun. and I was almost sober all day!!! I went to Dave's grad party, and his parents had 2 Kegs and a bunch of mike hard lemonade. I didn't drink much, and I didn't get drunk at all. lets see, I got to see Ashley today which was sweet cuz I haven't seen her in forever. and then I went back to Dave's and we got on the golf cart and went offroading. and yes, I did use "golf cart" and "off roading" in the same sentence. it was sweet tho, I stood up on the back and held on by two little ropes. ahhh, so much fun. then when we got back to the house Jessica called me. my god, she is so amazing. we talked on the phone off and on all night. she just is like beyond words. I feel kinda bad because I blew off Dave at his party to talk to her on the phone, but then again, I've seen him everyday pretty much. I think I'm falling for this one, and thats not so good seeing as how she pretty much has a boyfriend already. but I guess whatever is meant to happen will. I don't really believe in god, or destiny. but for some reason it feels like I've been down this road already, and that I can't change what will happen. not to say that I shouldn't do anything. but I dunno, if you don't understand what I mean then no amount of me rambling on is going to change that. anyways, I lost my trian of thought there... O yea. hopefully I'm going to drive up to Battle creek tuesday to see her. I have to blow off work, but I'll just make up some lame ass excuse and hope I don't get fired. LOL, as if they would fire me... well they might to be hoenest, but it'd be worth it. I don't like that job anyways. but yea, I really can't wait till tuesday. I don't even know whats down there, but I know that as long as I get to see Jess I'll be happy. then Saturday I'll go down there again, with Dave this time for her Birthday party, and Daves there to discorage her sudo (I learned that word today) boyfriend from starting anything. hopefully anyways, cuz I don't want anything to ruin her party. anyways I'm tired so peace out.