Nirvana
its been acctualy a very long time since iv written in here but thats because iv had lot on my mind, alot of good things acctualy.
i think im falling in love, n when i mean love, i mean Love. Its an incredible feeling, i cant it into words, u think of the person all the time, and everytime he comes to my mind, my arms n stomach become so numb, and a huge knot in my stomach, making it impossible to consintrate on anything exept for him. I know i only met up with him twice, but the long daily hourse on the phone are incredible, i dont even care if he has a bad rep, n i dont care what anybody says about how hes too old for me or anything eles. Everytime i look into his eyes, i cant feel myself and i loose complete controle. I know its weird to here this from me cuz im not really a realtionship person but this means so much for me.
im proud of myself for not moving into anything in the biggining of the year with anyone cuz it would have created more chaos now, aspeshaly for the Vincents, im so pumped for that. Its gonna be an awsome night. Everything is perfect. Oh what was funny tho is i saw this girl that used to go to my school (Mia J. 4 the people who new her) n we had a long discution on how public schools kick ass, it was cool.
So besides my planes with my love, to move to Japan together and becoming the unexperienced drumer in his band lol, i cant fuckin wait for SNOW! cuz snow = fucking snowboarding =Gabby n Steph= total happiness and unlimited paradise.
Now the only thing i need to break from is the controle that my parents keep me locked in and not to get in a car accident with my friends, then, its all good...
well ill keep u in my mind, untill next time
peace
i think im falling in love, n when i mean love, i mean Love. Its an incredible feeling, i cant it into words, u think of the person all the time, and everytime he comes to my mind, my arms n stomach become so numb, and a huge knot in my stomach, making it impossible to consintrate on anything exept for him. I know i only met up with him twice, but the long daily hourse on the phone are incredible, i dont even care if he has a bad rep, n i dont care what anybody says about how hes too old for me or anything eles. Everytime i look into his eyes, i cant feel myself and i loose complete controle. I know its weird to here this from me cuz im not really a realtionship person but this means so much for me.
im proud of myself for not moving into anything in the biggining of the year with anyone cuz it would have created more chaos now, aspeshaly for the Vincents, im so pumped for that. Its gonna be an awsome night. Everything is perfect. Oh what was funny tho is i saw this girl that used to go to my school (Mia J. 4 the people who new her) n we had a long discution on how public schools kick ass, it was cool.
So besides my planes with my love, to move to Japan together and becoming the unexperienced drumer in his band lol, i cant fuckin wait for SNOW! cuz snow = fucking snowboarding =Gabby n Steph= total happiness and unlimited paradise.
Now the only thing i need to break from is the controle that my parents keep me locked in and not to get in a car accident with my friends, then, its all good...
well ill keep u in my mind, untill next time
peace