Takes Time

Sep 06, 2006 23:38

I probably sound like a broken record on this thing. wah, wah wah, I miss Iceland, I dont feel the same...
Its been 8 months, and I still have barely anything figured out. Im more lost than when I started.
Some days are amazing, I could take on the world, I could do anything...Then I crash. I curl up in a fetal ball and I cry. Nothing makes any sense. Who am I kidding Im not strong enough, or smart enough, or brave enough to do much of anything.
Which way will my life go??
Where is the balance between the two?? And how do I make the first defeat the second?
I have to keep pushing myself, do things I was too scared to do in the past.
Its a battle between 10 year old me, and me now. Hopefully that means I come out on top.
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