Heres my breakdown in words.
I want to scream in your face whats wrong. But you, you wont understand. I've talked about it before, and you call me crazy and change the topic. It's not that easy. It hurts having this, it hurts like hell. More than you can ever imagine. I'd kill to be just like you, but i can't. And as for that quote, it's the truth nothing can compare to it.
My hero called today. I think i was more estatic than you'd imagine, but honestly he is awesome, and he can help me so much. I told him he was my hero, i think it made him happy because he let out a happy squeal. i <3 him, and hes amazing at guard and life. And after he called, i swear i practiced for a good 3 hours, because i want to be as good as he is someday.
Today was a day of up and downs to the extreme... I most likely have a peanut allergie, but then i got my hair cut, but its more like a lions tame and its out of control. But the call from David made the day rock, pretty pathetic isnt it.
I wish this summer was over honestly, I'm sick of broken promises, empty lies and hopeless luck.
I have senior pictures on Monday, hopefully that goes good. then practice 5-9.
I just wish it was G.F. cause im pumped for that, and all the people who are going this year rock.
Well, I'm freezing and im sore from thinking.
I guess goodbye for now.