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I know God love's me, despite my mistakes. How blessed am I? How blessed to have that kind of love. It is like the sun; embraces you in it's warmth, reveals things you could not see before or saw totally falsely, without it, and makes you forget it was ever dark. Just a few things God does. He never leaves me. Even when I don't deserve it. And really, do I ever? :)
I was sitting out underneath the shade of a tree with my dogs, watching the world around me, and I felt it and knew it - that God loves me, but also, and like I hadn't since last summer - we are all one, under God, connected by God. That everything is God. Matter doesn't exist (a concept that confused me until now), because we are all so interconnected we are like one living organism; there is no differentiating. God is every particle. Everywhere I look I see God; every time I breathe, I breathe in God; every time I breathe out, I breathe out God. All I'm doing is breathing God, living in God, like a fish living in water.
Anyways, I am sitting up on the second floor of my cats house, and the view is beautiful.
I was sitting out underneath the shade of a tree with my dogs, watching the world around me, and I felt it and knew it - that God loves me, but also, and like I hadn't since last summer - we are all one, under God, connected by God. That everything is God. Matter doesn't exist (a concept that confused me until now), because we are all so interconnected we are like one living organism; there is no differentiating. God is every particle. Everywhere I look I see God; every time I breathe, I breathe in God; every time I breathe out, I breathe out God. All I'm doing is breathing God, living in God, like a fish living in water.
Anyways, I am sitting up on the second floor of my cats house, and the view is beautiful.