"and the words that we say aren't meant for anyone"

[snowandgold]

there's no real secret.

i'm happy that i have something to look at each night from now on, before i go to sleep. a sweet wish. someone is thinking of me, and they've sent me proof.
(i miss you too, helena)

i missed my friend tonight more than i do almost every other night. he'll be gone for the next two days as well. he's really the only one i can tolerate for a long period of time, and no matter what horrible thing he does, i can still respect him and forgive him.

tonight i made a girl cheat on her boyfriend. i don't hate her, i think that's good. i love her very much, i just can't spend too much time with her or she'll drive me to the ground. i also like the way she kisses, but since i haven't kissed anyone else lately i don't know what that means.
i need someone to kiss, anyone. i'd much rather it be someone new, i'm always looking for that. (which is why kissing this girl tonight wasn't as great as it would have been if it were someone new. i've kissed her too many times before)

a kiss on the tongue, you'll feel me going through you. and when you open your eyes again, i won't be here. i will long be gone.

i will long be gone.