unbelievable
my keyboard is working again
that's awesome
I think it's funny how people react to certain things
secretly blaming everyone else
making them feel guilty
when it's really them
and how they feel.
Today was a bit dramatic
just everything coming down with a certain situation
some people know about
I'm like astonished at a so called friend of mines actions yesterday
we're supposed to hang out
but not even a half an hour later
she leaves osmeone a comment about how she isn't doing anything
like... wtf
you just said we were going to hang out
that is just unbelievable
how someone can so obviously do that
I saw Robert today
It was cool seeing him again, I missed him a lot
we talked about certain things
and how everyone is leaving their colleges
and Tucker
He's staying at his college
because he "actually looked at what the college has" before he chose it
lol
Today is Friday the 13th
I'm probablly going to this guys party
but idk cuz i have all this make up work
and i need to raise like
all my grades lol
I kind of seriously ditched Paolo yesterday
he's so
smothering
like I'm very openly
"go the fuck away"
but whatever
I love my next door neighboors
the guy barely speaks English (he's cuban)
the girl speaks both perfectly
(Juan and Maria)
Juan is going away to work and will be back in a week
so Maria and I will hang out, she's so awesome
like I enjoy hanging out with her
and I can attempt spanish and stuff (like with natalie)
and she's so helpful, like "say 'this' instead of that"
you know?
and they always throw awesome parties
Maria and I might throw some huge party next weekend.
anyways
I don't want to be blamed for anyones problems anymore
and I love how certain things happened today
and I had to be there for people on both sides
even though I have definitly chosen a side
*the GOOD side*
"To you, I'll never be cold"
(that solo still belongs to me, even though I'm not in choir
since I sing it 1 million times better then Marie)