An update from work.
Guess who is bored at work? I shouldn't really be doing this from here, but what the hell. I need to get something off my chest.
It has really dawned on me this morning, how often I button my lips to protect others from what I'm really thinking. I never used to be like that- in fact i was probably to outspoken and upfront. The reason this has changed is because of my employment. I have two jobs that require patience and the ability to keep your mouth shut under most circumstances. If you are dealing with clients and customers, you can't really say what you think and expect to keep your job. The sad thing is, that this habit of behaviour has spilt over into my private life. There are some people who I'm mad at or annoyed with, and yet have no idea of this fact, because I'm not saying anything to spare their feelings. The problem is that it isn't doing me any good by bottling it up. I know I'm going to explode like a shook up Coke bottle, and it will probably be the wrong person who cops the brunt of it.
I miss the days of two years ago when I was on the dole and online virtually everyday. I don't miss not having any money though.
It's usually months after I have photos taken before i post them in here. I'm seriously considering posting a birthday pic tonight. That is less than 3 weeks after the date. Comments on my picture posts have dropped considerably, and I have only done one in a few months, so it can't be overkill. It's a shame because comments on my piccie posts mean a lot to me. Call me vain, but I like having my ego inflated. The truth is, most of us do. Huh.
In other news, I'm going away this weekend!! Two nights in the bush with Ben and the guys (and bugs) will be fun. Well, not the bugs. Also, i have the hiccups and I'm driving the other staff crazy. I better go. I need a glass of chardonnay.
It has really dawned on me this morning, how often I button my lips to protect others from what I'm really thinking. I never used to be like that- in fact i was probably to outspoken and upfront. The reason this has changed is because of my employment. I have two jobs that require patience and the ability to keep your mouth shut under most circumstances. If you are dealing with clients and customers, you can't really say what you think and expect to keep your job. The sad thing is, that this habit of behaviour has spilt over into my private life. There are some people who I'm mad at or annoyed with, and yet have no idea of this fact, because I'm not saying anything to spare their feelings. The problem is that it isn't doing me any good by bottling it up. I know I'm going to explode like a shook up Coke bottle, and it will probably be the wrong person who cops the brunt of it.
I miss the days of two years ago when I was on the dole and online virtually everyday. I don't miss not having any money though.
It's usually months after I have photos taken before i post them in here. I'm seriously considering posting a birthday pic tonight. That is less than 3 weeks after the date. Comments on my picture posts have dropped considerably, and I have only done one in a few months, so it can't be overkill. It's a shame because comments on my piccie posts mean a lot to me. Call me vain, but I like having my ego inflated. The truth is, most of us do. Huh.
In other news, I'm going away this weekend!! Two nights in the bush with Ben and the guys (and bugs) will be fun. Well, not the bugs. Also, i have the hiccups and I'm driving the other staff crazy. I better go. I need a glass of chardonnay.