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Let's see...yet again, I have let time slip through my hands when it comes to updating my journal. I just never seem to think about taking the time to sit down and jot down little things so that I can keep a log of what has happened in my life and how I felt at that point in my life. It's nice to go back on occasion and be surprised by the details that I couldn't remember. To realize how emotional I felt by certain events that happened in my life. Now given, I have a feeling that one reason I may not remember about livejournal so much is due to the fact that it contains a lot from a relationship that has been finished for quite some time now. A chapter in my life that is closed and a brighter and fresher one has now opened. I try not to dwell on the past because there's nothing you can do to change it. Though the memories and experiences help define you. The other reason is probably due to the fact that whenever I have written in here (from looking back) it was mostly when I was upset about something. I've had the occasional happy moments. But, as it progressed, it just seemed to get more depressing. Why I would want to write more about the things that make me upset rather than happy? That's beyond me. In fact that's one of the reasons I thought to come and post again. I've had a pretty shitty week. On Saturday, for the first time, I locked my keys in my apartment. Luckily, my boyfriend had my spare. But I felt bad for making him drive the 45 mins or so to get to me just to retrieve my keys. But, without protest, he did it. Yesterday, I dropped my HTC Aria which I had gotten in January. Shattered the screen. The only thing that looks like is keeping it from falling apart is the screen protector. I'll be taking care of that with the insurance that I happened to have gotten that day. But, I'll live with it for a week so they don't think that I called them to get the insurance after the phone was already broken. Then today, my lunch wasn't in the refrigerator at work. It was a risk, since it had been untouched the previous two days. I figured, it was no big deal. I'd just go across the street to Wendy's and get something from there. I walked all the way there and before I stepped up to order I searched my purse for my wallet. And wouldn't you know it? I didn't have it. I realized that it must've been on the couch since I pulled my wallet out to purchase a plane ticket to fly to TX next month. So, I drove all the way home and lo and behold...there it was on the couch. Ended up taking an hour and forty minute lunch. The weekend should be better. I don't have to work and I'll be spending time with my boyfriend. Who's really been a big help to me. He was actually the one who helped me get my car back in late December. That's right. I finally got my Mazda I Grand Touring. It wasn't the color I originally wanted which was black cherry. But, the black is just as sexy. It's been a great start for the year 2011. I'm not going to let a few bum days get me down. They'll frustrate me, sure. I'll wonder what the heck is wrong with my head. But, in the long run, I'm really looking forward to see what else the year 2011 has to bring me.
Though, I am also going to take this time in rememberance for my grandfather who passed away this date, 5 years ago. He is greatly missed.
Though, I am also going to take this time in rememberance for my grandfather who passed away this date, 5 years ago. He is greatly missed.