How'd this get here?
Yeah.
Well, hi.. everyone.. those of you left.
I finally bit the bullet and had my old password sent to me... it'd been about.. 3 years? since I'd taken this thing seriously.. I'm a completely different person than I once was but now find myself with a familiar predicament; the need for a means to express myself. Memory recalls this once served that purpose, so let's see if it'll work for me again.
I guess.. changes?
I graduate FSU within a year.. will have a bachelors in International Relations and Global Pathways. I work full-time as a 911 dispatcher for the county (dispatch deputies and ambulances as well as taking the calls for them). I'm out... to everyone except my family (du'h). Live in Florida.. spent a year in Europe. Hardly go to Puerto Rico anymore.
Lost about mmmm 60 pounds from the last time I posted on here from Puerto Rico. (daaamn).
Have seen two amazing boyfriends come and go (sort of), and have also dated two that were absolute pieces of shit. Lived with one of them who moved out recently to take advantage of a good job in his home town... I'd devoted (and still do) so much time to him all my other relationships died... He was worth it and to be honest a whole chunk of me resides within him and I don't regret 95% of it. I had a pet bird to help me through the stressful moments without him.. but she died today. So I'm opening this up again.
Say hey.
Well, hi.. everyone.. those of you left.
I finally bit the bullet and had my old password sent to me... it'd been about.. 3 years? since I'd taken this thing seriously.. I'm a completely different person than I once was but now find myself with a familiar predicament; the need for a means to express myself. Memory recalls this once served that purpose, so let's see if it'll work for me again.
I guess.. changes?
I graduate FSU within a year.. will have a bachelors in International Relations and Global Pathways. I work full-time as a 911 dispatcher for the county (dispatch deputies and ambulances as well as taking the calls for them). I'm out... to everyone except my family (du'h). Live in Florida.. spent a year in Europe. Hardly go to Puerto Rico anymore.
Lost about mmmm 60 pounds from the last time I posted on here from Puerto Rico. (daaamn).
Have seen two amazing boyfriends come and go (sort of), and have also dated two that were absolute pieces of shit. Lived with one of them who moved out recently to take advantage of a good job in his home town... I'd devoted (and still do) so much time to him all my other relationships died... He was worth it and to be honest a whole chunk of me resides within him and I don't regret 95% of it. I had a pet bird to help me through the stressful moments without him.. but she died today. So I'm opening this up again.
Say hey.