Lots ot think about, I guess.
Writing Updates: fine lines - Promises
I don’t feel like I have a lot to say, so I’m just going to ramble and see where that gets me. Lately dad has been pretty happy. So it’s been peaceful here.
There’s a lot going on there and I’m still not sure how I’m supposed to be feeling about everything. And I know I ought to sit down and really type it up and really get a handle on things. But at the same time, I’m not sure I want too. Same with mom. Same with so many things and its odd because it sounds like I’m avoiding things but it just doesn’t feel like it. Things aren’t bad, they’re fairly good actually. Give or take a few things but I don’t know how else to feel but calm right now. And I don’t know whether or not that’s a good thing or not.
It’s been almost three years since Caleb passed away too. So I’m feeling a bit introspective about that too. I’m, well there’s a lot to be said about that as well. And maybe I really ought to sit down and just get it all out.
I’m afraid if I address any one of those things though, it’ll just turn into a huge brooding fest. And I don’t want to brood, and as I’ve mentioned, although introspective I feel pretty good.
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I don’t feel like I have a lot to say, so I’m just going to ramble and see where that gets me. Lately dad has been pretty happy. So it’s been peaceful here.
There’s a lot going on there and I’m still not sure how I’m supposed to be feeling about everything. And I know I ought to sit down and really type it up and really get a handle on things. But at the same time, I’m not sure I want too. Same with mom. Same with so many things and its odd because it sounds like I’m avoiding things but it just doesn’t feel like it. Things aren’t bad, they’re fairly good actually. Give or take a few things but I don’t know how else to feel but calm right now. And I don’t know whether or not that’s a good thing or not.
It’s been almost three years since Caleb passed away too. So I’m feeling a bit introspective about that too. I’m, well there’s a lot to be said about that as well. And maybe I really ought to sit down and just get it all out.
I’m afraid if I address any one of those things though, it’ll just turn into a huge brooding fest. And I don’t want to brood, and as I’ve mentioned, although introspective I feel pretty good.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~