A) He thinks its better to do it now and have time to be friends than ahve a horrible break up in the house B) He feels like we're moving in together & it scares him C) He feels like he'll never get any time alone with me (god knows how this works with (B) though)
and finally and most importantly...
D) He doesn't love me. He says that he sees the hosue issues as major hurdles because his heart isn't in it as much as mine.
Given that we saw each other on Thursday and everything seemed fine, I'm fairly flummoxed. Boys.
I'll be okay. You get over these things right? And sure it feels like someone is stamping on my heart right now, but that should fade. Life does like to kick me at the most ironic moments. "You're happy? *bham* Ha! Now you're not!" There is something really not nice about someone stating flat out what they don't feel for you.
I knew it would end this way, you know. I said it in the first week to people here. When it ends it'd be him doing it and me distraught. Too bad I didn't think to prepare myself better. I'm going to go back to cynical and jaded now. I think it's healthier :P
what are you doing this week? failing that, this weekend? because if you are not supersuperbusy then i DEMAND that you come and stay with me, and i shall drag you to remo's for unspeakably unhealthy hot chocolates and simon's latest vile jokes. savvy?
Got an email from him tonight. makes things slightly better but not all that. I'm sure once i adjust to being friends it'll be fine. God this is like the situation of last year with well you know, but backwards. I'm regressing! noooo
B) He feels like we're moving in together & it scares him
C) He feels like he'll never get any time alone with me (god knows how this works with (B) though)
and finally and most importantly...
D) He doesn't love me. He says that he sees the hosue issues as major hurdles because his heart isn't in it as much as mine.
Given that we saw each other on Thursday and everything seemed fine, I'm fairly flummoxed. Boys.
I'll be okay. You get over these things right? And sure it feels like someone is stamping on my heart right now, but that should fade. Life does like to kick me at the most ironic moments. "You're happy? *bham* Ha! Now you're not!" There is something really not nice about someone stating flat out what they don't feel for you.
I knew it would end this way, you know. I said it in the first week to people here. When it ends it'd be him doing it and me distraught. Too bad I didn't think to prepare myself better. I'm going to go back to cynical and jaded now. I think it's healthier :P
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what are you doing this week? failing that, this weekend? because if you are not supersuperbusy then i DEMAND that you come and stay with me, and i shall drag you to remo's for unspeakably unhealthy hot chocolates and simon's latest vile jokes. savvy?
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Got an email from him tonight. makes things slightly better but not all that. I'm sure once i adjust to being friends it'll be fine. God this is like the situation of last year with well you know, but backwards. I'm regressing! noooo
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well i shall make it an uberimportantPOINT to see you before this term is out. savvy?
also, plz to be coming to greece for the first week of august kthxbai!
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