~stupid looser!
ok, so this has deffinitly not been a good week. Today i got waitlisted from St. Pauls... It was my dream to get in there, and now... im kinda dreamless. you know how dreams are good for you health??? well... what do you think happens to your health when they are crushed for reasons you dont understand? Dont get be wrong, im really really happy for steve and katherine and anyone else who got into St. Pauls... thats awsome and soo cool. But the fact that i ahve been REJECTED stares me strait in the face, and i feel that it was my fault, that im not good enough. right now im just really depressed and i think i need a break. i need to focus myself... i need to make myself better so that im not a looser anymore.