GOOD BYE LJ ;__:
Good Bye LJ!!~
THIS IS A JOKE! ^^ since the month of april is already over, i decided to edit this just in case, hahaha
To everyone who been there for me for all these years, I just wanted to thank you all for making my KAT-TUN fandom experience full of joy and fun! It been a great 5 years and I never thought that I’ll be attach to anything in my life for that long (except my family) but somehow KAT-TUN seem to become one of my family and you guys became part of my daily routine. However, I’m so sorry to say this but I will have to leave the fandom. I am not a kid anymore, reaching a good age of 21 this year and so I decided to also leave my fandom behind. This does not mean that I will stop loving KAT-TUN nor JunDa, but I will not be able to find out news about them nor would I go looking. If there’s a chance and I do see any of KAT-TUN success, I’ll smile and wish them the best. Being a fangirl is a full time job with no pay, but you do it because you love it, and I am not worthy enough to call myself a hyphen anymore. And so I bid you all good bye, and thank you!
I’m sorry to all my readers that I was not able to finish TPPS…
APRIL FOOL!~
Was I able to trick you? NO!? damn it, and I thought I was a great genius too, hahah!~ of course i'm 1 day early for april fool, but it wouldn't really work if it's on april fool...i think ANYWAYS! I will never, NEVER, NEVER leave the KAT-TUN fandom until someone pull me out, and even if they pull me out, I’ll still find way to sneak back in or peak through the window! WHEN I LOVE SOMETHING, I’M SUPER BIAS! and you all should know that by now *cough*junda*cough*
Hahaha, I’m not one who like changes, but it also take me a long time to like something too (for example, I like to draw and I go on a drawing rampage one week, then the next week, I screw drawing and go on a Photoshopping rampage, then the next week, screw those two and go on a writing rampage) this is why I can never love, but somehow with KAT-TUN, they manage to steal my heart and kept it for the last 5 yrs and I have a feeling they’ll keep it forever as long as they are still KAT-TUN~ I loved other groups *cough*Arashi*cough*NEWS*cough* but those crazy rampages (of searching for fanfic, video, fanart, etc) don’t usually last for them (though they often come back, hahaha, seriously, any romantic/fluffy/multi-chap KoyaShige fanfic out there that you might recommend? I‘m totally loving them at the moment), not like KAT-TUN. I don’t understand it myself, but with KAT-TUN, I’m always influence and inspired. With Kat-tun, I cried- from seeing them cry, from laughing too hard from their jokes (or action) and just by looking at how beautiful they are and how hard they work to get where they are now, I cried so much for them. Yet at the same time, I smile and I feel a deep filling in my heart, they’re always there for me when I feel down (that might sound creepy but it’s true, they are my escape from reality) AND SO! With KATTUN, I will always be part of their hyphen! (THIS IS ALSO DIRECTED TOWARD JUNDA, my escape from reality ^^ and my anti-drug, JunDa is what keep me on cloud 9, hahaha)
AH! Sorry, I got off track again, this was suppose to be an april fool joke, not a mushy-snow blabbery about her mushy feeling, SORRY! ^^
TO THE BUDDIES WHO CARE ENOUGH TO CLICK ON THE LJ-CUT TO READ MORE ABOUT MY TRICK
You’re be the one to get a preview on what I’ve been up to lately ^^~
UPDATE ON TPPS already would you!
I’m still on chapter 44, but page 7 now ^^; progress?? *get shot* let me say again, it may sound like everything is ending, but it’s not or maybe it is, I still can’t make up my mind
Preview of a small part in ch.44: HIGHLIGHT ONLY IF YOU WANT SPOILER! (also unedited/betad, so it might be change later on) Hahaha ---> The rich boy couldn’t help but smile at the way Koki had wrote the letter. However as much as he was smiling, there were droplet of tears falling onto the letter, Koki really did love him, and yet, he broke his words, he hurt Koki so much. How could he do such a thing to the person he love so much? How can he be so cruel, not believing one word that Koki said? Koki wasn’t the wimp, he was. His guilt made him weak against Yui and now had he lost the love of his life forever?
Upcoming fanfic!? EH!?
I’ve already thinking of the next JunDa fanfic that I want to write, hahaha (sorry, no spoil though, cause I’m not sure if I’ll be able to write it)
---- upcoming trailer
If I’m able to write this JunDa fanfic, I already have the perfect song/trailer in mind to make, so let see how it goes ^^
Upcoming doujinshi?!
I’m having many ideas on doujinshi~ but right now I’m working on a JunDa one that is going to be more than 50+ pages, I also have 2 great story for TaNakamaru (the story draft is already done, I just have to sketch it out and then make a rough draft before doing the inking, etc, etc) and 1 story for an Akame doujinshi, AND!~ about 1 more for JunDa and some short stories for all three pairings, yeah, I know I should stop doing that and finish something before thinking of something else cause I draw so damn slow but I can’t help myself =v= hehehe!~ these projects (I hope) will become my very first self-publish doujinshi~ YAY!!~~
PAGE ONE PREVIEW OF THE JUNDA 50+ pages doujinshi (sorry, only pencil sketch for the time being) (untitled at the moment =__=)
(I’m sorry for how it look, I don’t think I can draw like this anymore T^T I started on this last year and somehow my drawings is ALWAYS CHANGING =__=)
Upcoming dating SIM game with Junno+ KA-TUN!?
YES! I’m serious, I’ve been on a gaming rampage (this came to me a bit before spring break) and I kinda got the programming down, I just have to come up with questions and stories for each members with Junno (of course JunDa will have extra scenes cause I’m bias) BUT! Just to let you know, it’s a Junno+ KA-TUN game, where YOU play Junno and try to win one of KA-TUN’s heart!~ it might take me another year or so, so don’t expect this too soon, hahaha!~
Here’s an image from the game:
=v= ignore Koki’s facial expression, hahaha!~
THAT’S ALL THE SNEAK PEEK!~ (just to let you all know, this is just a sneak peek ^^ it does not mean that I’ll be done with anything anytime soon, hahaha and even if I’m done with SOME, I might not share them until a later date ^^;)
AH! And the help_japan first project had finished! ^^ I wanna thanks fifi1048 and chuckles0505 for bidding on my items and supporting JAPAN! I’ll try my best to make your items the best that I could T^T!!
Ah! And fifi1048 , I’m SOOO SORRY I HAVEN’T SENT YOUR ITEM YET!! T^T I just didn’t like how it turn out and so I wanted to fix it a bit, ONLY TO FIND OUT THAT I’M OUT OF INK!~ so I’ll buy the ink soon and print it out!! *bow* I might have to draw you a small chibi picture to apologize for the lateness!~ I’m sorry!~~
THIS IS A JOKE! ^^ since the month of april is already over, i decided to edit this just in case, hahaha
To everyone who been there for me for all these years, I just wanted to thank you all for making my KAT-TUN fandom experience full of joy and fun! It been a great 5 years and I never thought that I’ll be attach to anything in my life for that long (except my family) but somehow KAT-TUN seem to become one of my family and you guys became part of my daily routine. However, I’m so sorry to say this but I will have to leave the fandom. I am not a kid anymore, reaching a good age of 21 this year and so I decided to also leave my fandom behind. This does not mean that I will stop loving KAT-TUN nor JunDa, but I will not be able to find out news about them nor would I go looking. If there’s a chance and I do see any of KAT-TUN success, I’ll smile and wish them the best. Being a fangirl is a full time job with no pay, but you do it because you love it, and I am not worthy enough to call myself a hyphen anymore. And so I bid you all good bye, and thank you!
I’m sorry to all my readers that I was not able to finish TPPS…
APRIL FOOL!~
Was I able to trick you? NO!? damn it, and I thought I was a great genius too, hahah!~ of course i'm 1 day early for april fool, but it wouldn't really work if it's on april fool...i think ANYWAYS! I will never, NEVER, NEVER leave the KAT-TUN fandom until someone pull me out, and even if they pull me out, I’ll still find way to sneak back in or peak through the window! WHEN I LOVE SOMETHING, I’M SUPER BIAS! and you all should know that by now *cough*junda*cough*
Hahaha, I’m not one who like changes, but it also take me a long time to like something too (for example, I like to draw and I go on a drawing rampage one week, then the next week, I screw drawing and go on a Photoshopping rampage, then the next week, screw those two and go on a writing rampage) this is why I can never love, but somehow with KAT-TUN, they manage to steal my heart and kept it for the last 5 yrs and I have a feeling they’ll keep it forever as long as they are still KAT-TUN~ I loved other groups *cough*Arashi*cough*NEWS*cough* but those crazy rampages (of searching for fanfic, video, fanart, etc) don’t usually last for them (though they often come back, hahaha, seriously, any romantic/fluffy/multi-chap KoyaShige fanfic out there that you might recommend? I‘m totally loving them at the moment), not like KAT-TUN. I don’t understand it myself, but with KAT-TUN, I’m always influence and inspired. With Kat-tun, I cried- from seeing them cry, from laughing too hard from their jokes (or action) and just by looking at how beautiful they are and how hard they work to get where they are now, I cried so much for them. Yet at the same time, I smile and I feel a deep filling in my heart, they’re always there for me when I feel down (that might sound creepy but it’s true, they are my escape from reality) AND SO! With KATTUN, I will always be part of their hyphen! (THIS IS ALSO DIRECTED TOWARD JUNDA, my escape from reality ^^ and my anti-drug, JunDa is what keep me on cloud 9, hahaha)
AH! Sorry, I got off track again, this was suppose to be an april fool joke, not a mushy-snow blabbery about her mushy feeling, SORRY! ^^
TO THE BUDDIES WHO CARE ENOUGH TO CLICK ON THE LJ-CUT TO READ MORE ABOUT MY TRICK
You’re be the one to get a preview on what I’ve been up to lately ^^~
UPDATE ON TPPS already would you!
I’m still on chapter 44, but page 7 now ^^; progress?? *get shot* let me say again, it may sound like everything is ending, but it’s not or maybe it is, I still can’t make up my mind
Preview of a small part in ch.44: HIGHLIGHT ONLY IF YOU WANT SPOILER! (also unedited/betad, so it might be change later on) Hahaha ---> The rich boy couldn’t help but smile at the way Koki had wrote the letter. However as much as he was smiling, there were droplet of tears falling onto the letter, Koki really did love him, and yet, he broke his words, he hurt Koki so much. How could he do such a thing to the person he love so much? How can he be so cruel, not believing one word that Koki said? Koki wasn’t the wimp, he was. His guilt made him weak against Yui and now had he lost the love of his life forever?
Upcoming fanfic!? EH!?
I’ve already thinking of the next JunDa fanfic that I want to write, hahaha (sorry, no spoil though, cause I’m not sure if I’ll be able to write it)
---- upcoming trailer
If I’m able to write this JunDa fanfic, I already have the perfect song/trailer in mind to make, so let see how it goes ^^
Upcoming doujinshi?!
I’m having many ideas on doujinshi~ but right now I’m working on a JunDa one that is going to be more than 50+ pages, I also have 2 great story for TaNakamaru (the story draft is already done, I just have to sketch it out and then make a rough draft before doing the inking, etc, etc) and 1 story for an Akame doujinshi, AND!~ about 1 more for JunDa and some short stories for all three pairings, yeah, I know I should stop doing that and finish something before thinking of something else cause I draw so damn slow but I can’t help myself =v= hehehe!~ these projects (I hope) will become my very first self-publish doujinshi~ YAY!!~~
PAGE ONE PREVIEW OF THE JUNDA 50+ pages doujinshi (sorry, only pencil sketch for the time being) (untitled at the moment =__=)
(I’m sorry for how it look, I don’t think I can draw like this anymore T^T I started on this last year and somehow my drawings is ALWAYS CHANGING =__=)
Upcoming dating SIM game with Junno+ KA-TUN!?
YES! I’m serious, I’ve been on a gaming rampage (this came to me a bit before spring break) and I kinda got the programming down, I just have to come up with questions and stories for each members with Junno (of course JunDa will have extra scenes cause I’m bias) BUT! Just to let you know, it’s a Junno+ KA-TUN game, where YOU play Junno and try to win one of KA-TUN’s heart!~ it might take me another year or so, so don’t expect this too soon, hahaha!~
Here’s an image from the game:
=v= ignore Koki’s facial expression, hahaha!~
THAT’S ALL THE SNEAK PEEK!~ (just to let you all know, this is just a sneak peek ^^ it does not mean that I’ll be done with anything anytime soon, hahaha and even if I’m done with SOME, I might not share them until a later date ^^;)
AH! And the help_japan first project had finished! ^^ I wanna thanks fifi1048 and chuckles0505 for bidding on my items and supporting JAPAN! I’ll try my best to make your items the best that I could T^T!!
Ah! And fifi1048 , I’m SOOO SORRY I HAVEN’T SENT YOUR ITEM YET!! T^T I just didn’t like how it turn out and so I wanted to fix it a bit, ONLY TO FIND OUT THAT I’M OUT OF INK!~ so I’ll buy the ink soon and print it out!! *bow* I might have to draw you a small chibi picture to apologize for the lateness!~ I’m sorry!~~