Thought Someone Might Need This-
"Go for the guy that makes you feel like you are more
important to him than the air in his lungs and the stars
in his sky. The guy who makes you feel on top of the
world is the one who will keep you there..."
I know what you're going through. And it sucks, I know. I've been there. We all have. It just hurts me to see you go through it. And it hurts even more that you know it's going to happen. I feel so bad, yet I feel so helpless. I'm not sure what to say anymore. And I felt so bad when I hung up the phone with you when you called. I know you're trying to be strong, but deep inside you're really breaking down. It's a hard thing to go through and a lesson to be learned, I guess. But as we always said to eachother, "Maybe God wants us to meet some wrong people before we meet the right one." I know you still know that. Maybe it's true. It must be true. I hate to see you sad. It breaks my heart because you're my best friend, you're beautiful in so many ways, you're such a good person, you don't deserve this at all. But no one knows why this happens. It just does. Or maybe it's just how boys minds are.
I hope you feel better. I've been there for you before, and I'll be there for you now. You will find someone worthy of you someday, and I know I keep telling you this, but I really believe it. It's ok to cry, just remember that. And it's ok to call me at 1 am if something's bothering you. You know I'd be there to talk to, a shoulder to cry on, a true friend that loves you for you are inside and out.
Even though this will probably bother you all day today and all night, I want you to have the best time ever at the dance tonight. You're going to look beautiful and you'll be with all of your friends. Just take your mind off it for a while and remember to have fun.
I hope I get my scanner fixed soon so I can post pics from the Dance tonight!
<3