Title: Key Of Life
Author: Haru x3
Fandom: HSB
Pairings: HikaNoo
Rating: PG
Genre: Romance.
Summary: Hikaru spends his days in quiet depression from his break up. Now he confronts Inoo.
A/N: Song fic, based on Key Of Life by KAT-TUN's Nakamaru Yuichi. Lyric trans. from
goro_chan FINALLY WROTE SOMETHING! I'm obsessed with the song now =w=, Oh well, I'll try start one with Touch My Body by Mariah Carey XD.
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I’m truly glad that I met you
I wanted to genuinely feel that way
There was a place hidden by the shadow, pretending to be strong
I wonder if we just past by pretending not to see it?
Inoo Kei, the person who brought meaning to Hikaru's life. Every little thing the older boy made Hikaru smile. Hikaru loved the feeling he felt around Inoo. Hikaru usually hid his feelings for Inoo in magazines and what not through little gestures that indicated that he wasn't all that interested in Inoo.
Inoo loved Hikaru unconditionally. But the gestures and the little things Hikaru says on magazines made him upset, maybe Hikaru was getting tired of him.
The next day, Hikaru break down during practice. Inoo just broke up with him.
The little letters you sometimes gave me
I guess I won’t be getting them any longer
The sweet time we spent together
I’d love to go back to it if I could
Hikaru stays up all night reading Inoo's cute love letters. Everyday, he always got one of the letters and reads it over and over until he got sleepy. He knows he won't be getting anymore of them since he and Inoo departed from each other long ago.
Deep inside, he misses the times they spent together. All the days they were wondering around Shibuya, and all the games they played at night. If he had the chance to revert them back to those days, he would've grabbed it and hold it deeply.
I wonder if you’re with someone now?
You appear in my dreams
Sometimes Hikaru wondered if Inoo was with anybody. Hikaru is curious to know, but he didn't feel like he had the right to ask Inoo if he was taken by somebody.
Hikaru has a never ending chain of dreams that involves Inoo in it. He tries to dream of something without Inoo, like Yabu in his ultra man boxers, but it would end up having Inoo and him laughing at Yabu.
Being in love, being loved
You taught me the Key of Life
The past that can’t be broken, beautiful memories
They are lined up in my heart
Falling in love... Inoo made him fell for him... The feeling of being loved... only Inoo could've given those feelings for him. Inoo taught him so much, devoted himself. The older boy even showed him what was the key of life. Love.
Endlessly, his mind replays all the beautiful memories they shared. They couldn't be shattered from within the depths of his heart, because he cherished those moments. He even remembers all of them in order of day, time and year.
I loved you and even those tears
Deep in my heart where I couldn’t wipe them away
I loved you and even those tears
Hikaru still loves Inoo dearly. Tears roll down his cheeks at the thought of Inoo's crying face the day he broke up with him. Deep inside, he wanted to wipe them away, but he knew he couldn't. No one could ever make him feel the way he does with Inoo.
I’m truly glad that I met you
I wanted to genuinely feel that way
Even if we can’t go back to where we are now
Surely we can’t forget it either
Hikaru was always thankful to have met Inoo. Inoo being around him still makes his heart thump. There was a slim chance of them getting back together. He knows Inoo can't forget all the good times they had.
If this is a dream, I hope I wake up soon
When I look to the side, you’re not there
Often he wishes it was a dream... That Inoo never broke up with him... He prayed that it was just a nightmare, so he could wake up in Inoo's arms. But... he knows it could never be a dream.
Hikaru sometimes hallucinate at night about Inoo being by his side. Every time he wakes up, he looks to his side. Disappointment washed over him at the empty space beside him.
Being in love, being loved
You taught me the Key of Life
The past that can’t be broken, beautiful memories
They are lined up in my heart
So much emotions in him, so much feelings he still has. That key in his life wasn't inside him. The memories were on a constant replay. Just lined up in his heart. Their first kiss, first hug, everything lined up.
I loved you and even those tears
Deep in my heart where I couldn’t wipe them away
I loved you and even those tears
He cries for Inoo still. He never wipes his tears, Hikaru lets them dry themselves. Hikaru felt like if he wiped the tears, he wouldn't be able to show Inoo that he actually cares deeply.
Being in love, being loved
Please let me feel that magic once more
Those days I spent gazing at your sleeping face
Yes, please let them just continue
~Inoo.. I want to talk to you...~ Hikaru texted to Inoo.
A few seconds later he receives a message. ~Ok~ Inoo
~Meet me the park near the lake we use to go to.~ Hikaru
~But it's raining and my sister took the umbrellas~ Inoo.
~Just come, please.~ Hikaru
~ Alright.~ Inoo
Hikaru sits in the pouring rain in anticipation of Inoo's presence. He longs back for Inoo's heart. Hikaru wants to feel those sparks he felt when he kissed Inoo. All those days he spent gazing at Inoo's sleeping and angelic face. Hikaru just wishes that they would continue.
I love you and all your smiles
Let’s share them again soon
I love you and all your smiles
"Kei... I love you... all those smiles that captured my eye..." Hikaru murmured.
Inoo stood behind Hikaru, arriving only seconds ago, but he was there long enough to hear what Hikaru say.
"I just want to share all those moments we had together again... please give me another chance... " Hikaru continued on, "I can't sleep without thinking about you... I long for you... I love you with all my heart can offer to you." A quiet sob could be heard.
Inoo could feel some tears roll down his eyes, was this how broken Hikaru was all along? "I love you too..." Inoo said.
Inoo lowered his head down.
Hikaru turned around, surprised by Inoo's words. He got up slowly and walked up to the shorter boy. He embraced the boy and held him tightly, as if he didn't want to let him go.
"I'm sorry... but I love you... please forgive me..." Inoo murmured, face buried in Hikaru's shirt.
"Of course I'll forgive you, Kei." Hikaru murmured to himself.
Inoo smiled, "I love you, Hikaru. All your smiles make me happy."
"I'm a joker, a funny one. I'm a lover, a serious one when it comes to you." Hikaru pulled back slightly, tilting Inoo's face upwards.
Inoo chuckled, "And you're the key of my life." Inoo tiptoed upwards and kissed Hikaru, pouring all those loving emotions he had kept inside him.
~Owari~