shed no tears for broken me
rationalizing the red flags is never fun.
ive always been on my own. ive always slept to dream. ive always listened to hear.
you are never always. and that is what scares me. i could loose you any day now. and that is always.
stuck in reverse, blinded by the upcoming changes, im loosing faith. sure i can try and fail i have. but im hoping, angel, that your wings wont break before you let me down slowly, softly. my ears are ringing because they have all given up. i hear it everyday. from everyone. maybe its time to give in. confidence. yes. i have too much sometimes. agreed. but you see if i do, if i say a word, and break the code of silence, then who is left to keep me from falling? you sure aren't. ya, you won't applaud me.
which is why ive always been on my own. because if i listened and gave into you, id fall harder.
if i were to fall at all, id like to fall a little softer with what i have, than to fall hard without, so im keeping to rationalizing.