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hmm interesting couple of days,
last night in particular, had things put into perspective and then i just had to go and fuck it up again, and didnt end up sleeping until about 5 in the morning, poor choice on my part.
then i went sailing today. Oh man, i love it. I want to get certified so that i can do it on my own. I can work a jib quite well now though. I plan on going kayaking on the lake too a lot more because its crazy cheap. i love the water...even though it was rediculously cold i had the overwhelming urge to jump in. I had my hand in the water like the entire time. and regardless of the possible awkwardness that insued, it was ok. (awkwardness NOT caused by my wanting to jump in the water FYI)
HAVE TO STAY POSITIVE, HAVE TO STAY POSITIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! agh, life is bullshit,
Hmm HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY JESSE LOVE, because im not going to post tommorow!!!!!! having you in my life makes me happy! I LOVE BEING YOUR HAG! *mwuah* Dont puke too much if at all!
last night in particular, had things put into perspective and then i just had to go and fuck it up again, and didnt end up sleeping until about 5 in the morning, poor choice on my part.
then i went sailing today. Oh man, i love it. I want to get certified so that i can do it on my own. I can work a jib quite well now though. I plan on going kayaking on the lake too a lot more because its crazy cheap. i love the water...even though it was rediculously cold i had the overwhelming urge to jump in. I had my hand in the water like the entire time. and regardless of the possible awkwardness that insued, it was ok. (awkwardness NOT caused by my wanting to jump in the water FYI)
HAVE TO STAY POSITIVE, HAVE TO STAY POSITIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! agh, life is bullshit,
Hmm HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY JESSE LOVE, because im not going to post tommorow!!!!!! having you in my life makes me happy! I LOVE BEING YOUR HAG! *mwuah* Dont puke too much if at all!