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everything is just too much. i can't handle having something to do every moment of the day. when i get home i'm supposed to study, but all i can do is think of all the other things that i have to get organized so that i don't forget anything. this weekend i'm going to la, but all i can think about is how i'm wasting my time and i should be doing something more productive. why do i always do this to myself.
well, fuck it. if this financial aid stuff doesn't get straightened out, i guess i won't have to worry about any of this since i won't even be in school any more. i hate how busy i am. i can't stand my life right now. i love life, i just hate the fact that i can't enjoy it. why couldn't i have just chosen a normal life with normal college activities. i sound all fuckin high and mighty right now but really, who gives a fuck. i'm stressed out, and this is what happens in my rampant thoughts.
well, fuck it. if this financial aid stuff doesn't get straightened out, i guess i won't have to worry about any of this since i won't even be in school any more. i hate how busy i am. i can't stand my life right now. i love life, i just hate the fact that i can't enjoy it. why couldn't i have just chosen a normal life with normal college activities. i sound all fuckin high and mighty right now but really, who gives a fuck. i'm stressed out, and this is what happens in my rampant thoughts.