Do de dooo.

Mar 05, 2004 20:39

Wow, I haven't been here in a while. Hmmmm. Well, the Sunday after last Sunday I got baptized. And, just before I was baptized while I was sitting all by myself this one girl, Jenn, came over and asked if I went to the same school as her(which I do, I even have the same lunch as her) and I said yes and that I've seen her there. She said that she saw me with my friend Trent all the time. I said that he's odd so she laughed and said that he's pretty cool, which is true. Well one day in PE I told some people who I like and I said that Trent knows who she is. Well Trent didn't realize that he knew until the end of class and so now he's been slipping in things about me/stuff I've said in their conversations during Spanish and then told me her replies when we talk at lunch. He's also showed me how to spell her name and what her last name is. It's so odd that when I went home after I was baptized I already had a crush on Jen even though I had only talked to her once. Then that night I had like 5 weird dreams with a lot of my band friends in one of them, some people that my mind made up were in one of them, Trent was in two of them(one was the band people one), and Jenn was in/had to do with at least 3 of them. Jenn and Trent were actually in one dream together, in the dream they were brother and sister and for some reason I was at their house and I think I was playing video games with Trent until Jenn got home then when she did I was eating a muffin and my mouth was full so I couldn't say hi before she walked away(this actually happened in one of hte other dreams too). But later Her, Trent, and I were in the living room talking and Jenn invited me to a band concert or something(which doesn't make sense yet because she's not in band). With that dream I know the connection of her and Trent being siblings was my mind showing me that Trent already had a connection with her and would be able to help me out. The rest of the dream I really don't understand. Well last Sunday I was sitting on the couch in our youth room and my friend John was sitting on the arm rest beside me. Jenn and her friend came in but I was hidden by John so they went out into the hallway to wait for the service to start. Well I went out there, without telling John, with intentions of talking to Jenn and telling her about how I had bought a the clash cd and really enjoy it. Well, I failed terribly at that then John came out there and asked why I was out there and I replied, "I had a plan with coming out here, but now that plan is lost." I was refering to talking to Jenn but I really hope that I wasn't too vague and hurt his feelings. So Sunday I'm going to apoligize to John then talk to Jenn and definately tell her about how I enjoy the clash(I bought "London Calling" today). I can't wait until then. Well, that's my social information for now so I think I'm going to go now, bye.
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