Update
So...me as of lately.
Lets see, I moved again, oh yeah like you guys couldn't have guessed that eh? How many times have I moved in the last 2 years....9 times....freaking amazing.
But I am actually really happy in this place, I really am. I like the location, my landlord is great, its not overly expensive, I have some friends around. Couldn't ask for much more really.
I have a job that I actually enjoy about 80% of the time, which hey thats pretty good I think :)
I still have the same car that I've had since July 22nd - ish, which again is a major accomplishment for me....however, come the end up summer I will be changing cars yet again, lol.
I'm still single, still searching for that someone that is just going to melt my heart. It will happen, I know it will, even though I have days where I am extremely synical & skeptical. But hey, who doesn't?
I'm at the point in my life where I have actually mostly moved on from my past. I don't sit there and dwell on things, and its only when someone brings up a touchy subject that I still feel that pang of...remorse??
I have to tell you, I'm sorry for those people that I've hurt, really I am. But I hurt myself in the process too, and I'm so much stronger because of it. I am such a different person now, I have so much more confidence, and I'm happier.
I get lonely sometimes, I wish I had someone there to snuggle up to, someone to share my life with, because really everything else has slowly fallen into place, and thats all I'm left searching for.
But at the same time, I really enjoy my freedom. I'm happy to come home to my house at night, I love being there, I love my things, and knowing that I'm working hard for what I have.
There are many of you who aren't quite a part of my life anymore...and I miss you, I still remember you and try only to think about the good things. I love you guys, you've been a huge part of who I am now...
Anyways...just a breif update!
Merry Christmas!!!
Lets see, I moved again, oh yeah like you guys couldn't have guessed that eh? How many times have I moved in the last 2 years....9 times....freaking amazing.
But I am actually really happy in this place, I really am. I like the location, my landlord is great, its not overly expensive, I have some friends around. Couldn't ask for much more really.
I have a job that I actually enjoy about 80% of the time, which hey thats pretty good I think :)
I still have the same car that I've had since July 22nd - ish, which again is a major accomplishment for me....however, come the end up summer I will be changing cars yet again, lol.
I'm still single, still searching for that someone that is just going to melt my heart. It will happen, I know it will, even though I have days where I am extremely synical & skeptical. But hey, who doesn't?
I'm at the point in my life where I have actually mostly moved on from my past. I don't sit there and dwell on things, and its only when someone brings up a touchy subject that I still feel that pang of...remorse??
I have to tell you, I'm sorry for those people that I've hurt, really I am. But I hurt myself in the process too, and I'm so much stronger because of it. I am such a different person now, I have so much more confidence, and I'm happier.
I get lonely sometimes, I wish I had someone there to snuggle up to, someone to share my life with, because really everything else has slowly fallen into place, and thats all I'm left searching for.
But at the same time, I really enjoy my freedom. I'm happy to come home to my house at night, I love being there, I love my things, and knowing that I'm working hard for what I have.
There are many of you who aren't quite a part of my life anymore...and I miss you, I still remember you and try only to think about the good things. I love you guys, you've been a huge part of who I am now...
Anyways...just a breif update!
Merry Christmas!!!