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I didnt go to work yeterday, Wed. I went with amanda, we went to bryan and aarons house. Me amanda bryan willy billy and jose were gettin our drink on. Aaron was goin to sleep till i went and botherd him. just cause i can hehe. Well woke up with a raging boner lol just playin a hangover. DUde it must suck to be a guy and wake up turned on every morning lol. What about like the people are in jail and fall asleep and wake up with boners sucks to be them man.
ANY WAYS! so woke up went back to her house (amanda's) chilled till about 6 then we went to see internal sunshine. LEMMIE tell ya i loved that movie. And with all that im goin throuh it really made me think. Good movie though.
Katy my dog is really sick she is old but she is throwing up ALOT and i left work today to bring her to the vet but my dad said no. Wait untill tomm. Then my grandma messed her foot up so she is goin to the hospital my younger sister(the twins) one of them laura she has a 103 temp so she is going to the hospital my dog is dying. yay for fridays.
Me n dan are no longer talking. I just dont feel like dealing with bullshit and i dont think he accepts the fact im not over randy. Well dude i cant drop feeling that fast. god i wish i could. I look back at all the nasty shit he has done to me and my brain flips and starts to think of the good. I wish he didnt do me like he did. I know i will never see my money. That makes me think back to the movie. Would it be better if I erased him from my brain. But then again I wouldnt know what i know now. I can wish and wish and wish for things to be diffrent. For randy to grow the fuck up and take responsabilaty for his shit and it aint gonna happen. I cant change people. It only changes me. Im going back to school and moving out. I should be happy i dont have trash like that in my life. GOD i dont know what i would do with out a amanda. she been my rock. To know i have a friend that wont do me wrong and that is just like me is great. I wish never stoped talking back in the day ago but shit was complicated. Wellllllllllllll im done
ANY WAYS! so woke up went back to her house (amanda's) chilled till about 6 then we went to see internal sunshine. LEMMIE tell ya i loved that movie. And with all that im goin throuh it really made me think. Good movie though.
Katy my dog is really sick she is old but she is throwing up ALOT and i left work today to bring her to the vet but my dad said no. Wait untill tomm. Then my grandma messed her foot up so she is goin to the hospital my younger sister(the twins) one of them laura she has a 103 temp so she is going to the hospital my dog is dying. yay for fridays.
Me n dan are no longer talking. I just dont feel like dealing with bullshit and i dont think he accepts the fact im not over randy. Well dude i cant drop feeling that fast. god i wish i could. I look back at all the nasty shit he has done to me and my brain flips and starts to think of the good. I wish he didnt do me like he did. I know i will never see my money. That makes me think back to the movie. Would it be better if I erased him from my brain. But then again I wouldnt know what i know now. I can wish and wish and wish for things to be diffrent. For randy to grow the fuck up and take responsabilaty for his shit and it aint gonna happen. I cant change people. It only changes me. Im going back to school and moving out. I should be happy i dont have trash like that in my life. GOD i dont know what i would do with out a amanda. she been my rock. To know i have a friend that wont do me wrong and that is just like me is great. I wish never stoped talking back in the day ago but shit was complicated. Wellllllllllllll im done