crispy beef, jones juice, and cheese cake. perfect meal
i fucking hate my sister, i know all you guys are like oh, she cool, dont be mean to her, my older brother was/is mean to me, well fuck it im not that mean, and when you guys arnt aroudn she is mean to me, i fucking wish there was no law againt brutally beating your family, but not to death, just beat them when they pissed you off, i mean she fucking took my dvd player up to her room, and is watching the dvds i rented, and when i went up stairs to her room, to ask for them when she was done: this si what i said"amy when your done can you jsut stick the stuff outside your door"?, and her response no ass hole, goto bed, then me"please" and her, fuck you go to bed, in a loud voice to wake my mom, so she woudl start yelling at me, i hate it she always acts helpless and depressed, and emotional, just so i get the fat end of the bat, it fucking sucks, so today she pissed me off, i wanted to fucking punch her, in her fat face, but i didnt, so i dupmped some pop on her, and i fucking get in trouble, thats gay, least i dindt put a bruise on her, or break her nose, or go up and trash her room like i have done. Fuck her, i want her to go live wiht my grandma, i love it here when im at my house, when shes at my grandmas, she fucking over there all the time, cause she gets spoiled, and fat, but i love it, cause the house is so peaceful, and me and my mom dont fight, we only fight when my sisters home, and we fight alot, when my shes home, thats all our famliy does is fucking fight, i hate it, its not fair, i want to fucking move with my dad, but that woudl not be fun, beacuse i woudl be dirt poor, have to sleep on a cot, leave all my frinds, not be around anywhere cool, to goto, no shows, no shopping, no hair, no notihgn, it would suck, but it woudl aslo be better then this, maybe im the fucking problem, maybe everyone feels the same way about me, maybe i need to fuckign die, maybe i need to fuckign be shipped off to boarding school, or a school, for little confused gay boys, ARGH!!!
i wish i wasnt suck a wuss, i wish i was a rude in considerate, hairy, athletic male, who didnt give a shit, ot care, the stereo typical, rugged, fucker, why am i a fucking fat emo gay boy, who does no sports but longbaords, and i get tired after like 1 min, i cant even run a quarter mile, but my weight doesnt really bother me or i could do soemthing about ti right, i guess, i dont know i dont care about my wieght, im jsut confuesed about other things, mainly relationship wyse.
but what ever, you guys will read this and be like oh hes weird, and has issues, yeah i know, fuck you, "if there is a hell, ill see you there" trent
but there is no hell, or heaven, you die, you die, and thats it, fuck this is the only life you have, why live it hating yourself, not too fuckign smart is it, nope, then why do some many of us do this, its all a fucking conspiracy, argh, i dont even know what a conspiracy means, but thats ok, it sounded like a cool word to put, and why am i so fucking lazy, i am smart i test well, i just dont give a damn,
fuck me, i suck, i would be my freind out of pitty, not cause im a cool person, i am so fucked up, but you know im not really, i have a very great life, good frinds, and im spoiled, and i know my mom loves me alot, and woudl do anyting for me, so why do i fuckign make it sound liek shit, i dont konw,
well since my sister is a bitch and i cant fucking watch a moive, then i will have to go cry myself to sleep, good night,
oh yeah, also im gonna copy lacey and get a messenger back, jsut a plain black one, not as cool as hers, but im gonna put lots of pins and patches, so if you have any cool pins or patches, and woudl like to donate them to me, please do, email me or something,i woudl apreciate it very much, well thanks for reading if you did, i usually right notihgn of significance, like i did tongiht, dont mind me, go have fun, give me a call, i miss people, i need people, so that i can have all eyes on me, i cant stand not being the center of attention, specially when thers no attention to be had, thats what i miss bout school, and pretending to be somone your not to please others thats always fucking fun. well G'nite
i wish i wasnt suck a wuss, i wish i was a rude in considerate, hairy, athletic male, who didnt give a shit, ot care, the stereo typical, rugged, fucker, why am i a fucking fat emo gay boy, who does no sports but longbaords, and i get tired after like 1 min, i cant even run a quarter mile, but my weight doesnt really bother me or i could do soemthing about ti right, i guess, i dont know i dont care about my wieght, im jsut confuesed about other things, mainly relationship wyse.
but what ever, you guys will read this and be like oh hes weird, and has issues, yeah i know, fuck you, "if there is a hell, ill see you there" trent
but there is no hell, or heaven, you die, you die, and thats it, fuck this is the only life you have, why live it hating yourself, not too fuckign smart is it, nope, then why do some many of us do this, its all a fucking conspiracy, argh, i dont even know what a conspiracy means, but thats ok, it sounded like a cool word to put, and why am i so fucking lazy, i am smart i test well, i just dont give a damn,
fuck me, i suck, i would be my freind out of pitty, not cause im a cool person, i am so fucked up, but you know im not really, i have a very great life, good frinds, and im spoiled, and i know my mom loves me alot, and woudl do anyting for me, so why do i fuckign make it sound liek shit, i dont konw,
well since my sister is a bitch and i cant fucking watch a moive, then i will have to go cry myself to sleep, good night,
oh yeah, also im gonna copy lacey and get a messenger back, jsut a plain black one, not as cool as hers, but im gonna put lots of pins and patches, so if you have any cool pins or patches, and woudl like to donate them to me, please do, email me or something,i woudl apreciate it very much, well thanks for reading if you did, i usually right notihgn of significance, like i did tongiht, dont mind me, go have fun, give me a call, i miss people, i need people, so that i can have all eyes on me, i cant stand not being the center of attention, specially when thers no attention to be had, thats what i miss bout school, and pretending to be somone your not to please others thats always fucking fun. well G'nite