Forget question marks: this is rhetorical, fool.
have you ever read a book or watched a movie or heard a song that was so pure, so beautiful, so in tune with everything you've ever felt, or perhaps restrained from feeling, that all you wanted to do was to share it with everyone in the world, yet at the sametime you know you can't because if you do, they might not understand, and as such you would know that they could never understand you and you would suddenly be more alone than you have ever been. It's not enough to read it, you want to live it; you want to be the protaganist, the instory narrator, side note of a human in the coffee shop or even the person who dies in the very first scene, ANYTHING AT ALL just so long as you could experience it first hand. So wonderful that you can't picture youself ever reading another book/watching another movei/listening to another song because there is NO WAY it will ever get any better than that.
I hope someday you do.
I'm at work right now. Freightliner Work, not Harkins Work. Nicole Marie has her freshly inked foot up on Brittany Dover's knees. The tattoo is three small hearts. I'm the middle one. One is Brittany Dover and the other is Nicole Maire, and I'm the middle one, as usual. Avril might have been overrated but now she is forgotten and everyone has moved on. I wonder how she feels about that. At sky harbor air port, I should imagine that Brian is waiting for his bags to come around the carousel. Dad is with him and I'm not. I wish I was but I'm here. Josh will be home soon too. I have an ingrown eyelash. There is never much one can do about these. The office is covered in smiley faces. Big ones small ones. there is even a stress ball with a smile. I love this one most of all for it's irony. Then the huge yellow one that hangs over the window through which we talk to the customers. It mocks me because it knows that I cannot bring myself to pretend it is a mirror as was their intent in hanging it up there in the first place. They are cruel. If I was actually happy here they would probably put up a big sad face. Thats just how sick they are.