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Mar 06, 2005 20:15

i did nothing all weekend. i'm going literally insane i have not left this house in like 3 weeks. i even miss riding in a car. omg ithe only time i rode in a car was on friday for girlscouts. im gunna die. this is sad. im goin on vacation and my grandmas coming with us. but since im grounded i will be doing all the work on this "vacation". if you call being stuck in a car with your brother who doesn't shower and picks his nose is torture enough i dont need a whole 'nother month of being grounded. ive been dreaming of the day wen i get ungrounded. thats sad. i think it will be a belated birthday party for myself good idea huh?
lol anything except for at my house maybe the state will give me a drivers license and a car for going thru this i meen i know theres a whole lot worse that cood happen and does to other ppl but it sux. lets see hitch will be out of theaters by then. like none of my friends like to rollerblade. not that im good at it but it fun. theres always the mall. and bowling. and the movies. anything!!!! i wish i cood drive and just go sit in a middle of a field and star at the stars or dance in the rain and just think.ive been cut off from civilization. no aim. turns out im prolly not getting a cel;l anymore becuz of my mishap. ppl dont trie hidig in ur aunts car all the way to her house when ur parents don't know. im telling in advance its NOT A GOOD IDEA!!!!!! got to go i have soo much to say but nicks picking his nose and i HAVE to get out of here. plus my mom went to this thing where she premakes all these meals and then cooks them turns out i hate them all so ill just not eat breakfast is the only meal i enjoy now because we bread and jelly. i guess its diet time then theres nothing ill eat. besides ive been to resorting food for awhile now i just need a wake up call i want to walk in a room and be not standing out becuz im big besides if i were taller i wouldn't have this problem. but i wasnt delt that card so ya gotta work what ya got. better go i dunno laundry. i know that sounds pathetic but if i ever want to get out of thgis "house" i need to suck up. every time i do sum lttle thing they threaten another week while nick goes to the trains show and everyhing ive never reely wanted to go to meijers till now. well i have a fever and feel like crap i better go dont be surprised if im not at skool then assume im sick
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