man oh man
Oh my freakin gosh its been awhile. So things are so good right now. My Sarah just got a job with me at Starbucks and im so excited. Everyone i work with is so awesome and i seriously could not ask for a better job. I love it there so much that im so scared and sad that i wont have that when i move. My managers are so awesome and its just like one big family there. It is so weird. I never thought you could like your job and co workers so much. I just love them all.
Anywho..on another note. I hate men. Why are they such pigs. Like i seriously do not get it. How can you go out and cheat on your wife when you have 3 babies at home? How can you call yourself a man? I do not get it. I hate to see the hurt in their faces and i just feel the pain and i hate it so much. I wish i could take all the pain away from them but i cant. and i hate that even more than i hate him. I feel like i cant trust a guy anymore. After the things ive gone through with guys and then seeing what my friends and family have gone through i just im so ready to give up on the male species. I know that there has to be good guys out there. I just dont get why any guy or girl thinks it is ok to cheat. Especially when you are married. It breaks my heart.
Seeing my dad was great. Im so happy i went there for his bday. I miss him so much. Hes a good man. I wish more men were like him. He was so happy that Sarah and I were there too. I wish i could see them for Christmas but i dont know how that will work with work and stuff. My sister is coming home for Christmas though! I am seriously so happy about that. I cannot wait to see her and my lil Shelbs! She is getting so big and so freakin adorable i just miss them so much. My sister is such an amazing person and i just wish i could spend more time with her. Im so happy that when i move i can see them everyday if i want. Christmas and new years and my birthday will be so great with her here. By the way my bday is exactly one month from tomorrow! WOoo. 21 finally. Its about freakin time. HAHA my manager wants to take me out with my bro and his friends and my mama. Its gunna be so great. All my friends at work are gunna come too. SAra i expect you there with me!! BOTH OF YOU!!! and KAT when you turn 21 we all are gunna get crazy!
OK i gotta get some sleep. I love all my friends and i miss you KAT AND MY BOYFRIEND AND SARA!