Deep Thoughts
So here's the thing. IDK if y'all remember the time I spent on crew. Well, I quit. This was not the first coach that did not respect me, and pushed me harder that he needed to. I was under a lot of stress from school and him. He had a lot of issues about my weight, and because of this I had a breif stint with bulimia, came to my senses, and quit the team. So this is my public service anouncement: talk to people. I only told two people (neither of which is my mother. I still can't tell her.), and only after the fact. If I had gotten the help I needed BEFORE it got to that point, obviously I wouldn't have gone through that, and I wouldn't still have issues with eating. I do not want your sympathy, but I do want you to take a step back and examine your life. Is there anything bothering you? Who can help you? Take me as a "this is what you should NOT do". Don't try and do everything on your own. You can't. You're going to wear yourself down trying.