Dude
You know, if you are complaining to me about how some girl is treating you in your fucked up relationship that is an invitation for me to tell you why this happens. Just because you know it to be true and you just can't imagine not having 24 hour access to vagina, using my relationship status is not a valid argument against what is right and wrong. I have no girlfriend for reasons not even I don't understand. I have strict guidelines that must be followed and for me they aren't too severe. I for one just don't want to be in a bullshit relationship like mostly everyone I know that is filled with lies, jealousy, fear, and even more bullshit. Plus, girls who drink are out mostly because that is another source of bullshit excuses of why girls cheat on boyfriends. It happened to 5 friends of mine, one of which happened to him twice by two different girlfriends. My new list which I keep in my head has made talking to girls much easier. Instead of "Oh my god, she's beautiful and I want to have sex with her what should I say to not appear me?" it is now "She's beautiful and has a fucking attitude that all men should cater to her self esteem, you're mission is to knock the bitch out of her ivory tower and make her feel every ounce of insecurity you have felt!".
I must say, it is a liberating feeling. I often have to stop and question my motives, am I just tired of being walked over in dealings with people in general and am lashing back out, or is my new behavior actually going to cause good? Well honestly, me not doing unrepaid favors is great for my sanity, time, and finances. As for others, showing their selfish tendencies may or may not change them, but it will hopefully wake them up that not all guys are captivated by looks, money, or flirting. I know I have been made champion by some girls at work because I don't fawn over these select few drunk sluts that feel empowered or something, but at the same time... this isn't about me. This is about my mission. I aim to make the world more caring and sensitive to others, and to many already it seems I'm just being a dick. But hey, God is making this work, and this was all his idea.
I got an eye exam tomorrow to get my contacts back, and Tuesday I got an interview at the Hospital for hopefully a job in their microbiology department. That was one of my favorite labs and hope (pray) for a decent paying job there and start accruing laboratory experience. Hell, I might save some lives!
I must say, it is a liberating feeling. I often have to stop and question my motives, am I just tired of being walked over in dealings with people in general and am lashing back out, or is my new behavior actually going to cause good? Well honestly, me not doing unrepaid favors is great for my sanity, time, and finances. As for others, showing their selfish tendencies may or may not change them, but it will hopefully wake them up that not all guys are captivated by looks, money, or flirting. I know I have been made champion by some girls at work because I don't fawn over these select few drunk sluts that feel empowered or something, but at the same time... this isn't about me. This is about my mission. I aim to make the world more caring and sensitive to others, and to many already it seems I'm just being a dick. But hey, God is making this work, and this was all his idea.
I got an eye exam tomorrow to get my contacts back, and Tuesday I got an interview at the Hospital for hopefully a job in their microbiology department. That was one of my favorite labs and hope (pray) for a decent paying job there and start accruing laboratory experience. Hell, I might save some lives!