Attention
I am not drinking anymore. I have never said those words before, I have said that about smoking, but I have seriously realized drinking has never made my life better, and any problems I have ever had in college has come from drinking. Danny, you were right... I have a problem, and I have made a promise to God that I will not drink again, and everyone keeps telling me you will slip... but I would rather bite my tounge and draw blood then ever sip a wine cooler ever again. It turns me into a staggering, loud, obnoxious idiot, it does NOT get me girls, it does NOT make me cool, it does NOT make me happy, and it has never helped whatever Anxiety I have. Yesterday was the first saturday in 3 years I did not drink, and withdrawel aside, I feel pretty damn good. I don't want sympathy, advice, or praise... but I know I may not be able to hang around my friends as much anymore... because I just know what it is like to be sober around my inebriated friends. I never expected this, and I thank God again to be alive.
That is all.
That is all.