(no subject)
(1) Your gender: *looks down* Yep...boobs, no penis, just as I suspected. I'm a girl.
(2) Straight/gay/bi: Well I'm straight but I have quite a few lezbian lovers (LEIGH RASKIN)
(3) Single?: Basically
(4) Want to be?: Depends on the situation and who I'm with.
(5) Your birthday: March 22nd
(6) Act your age: PAH! NO!! I either act like I'm 2 or like I'm 35!
(7) Age you wish you were: 18. I want my licence and the ability to get the fuck out of here.
(8) Your height: 5'3
(9) The color of your eyes: Hazel, brown, green, orange in the middle...sometimes the middle's red though. That's always fun.
(10) Happy with it?: yezzim
(11) The color of your hair: OOF! It's brownish, redish, goldish, blondish. I fucked up when I tried to dye it but soon I'm getting it fixed. It shall be aubern.
(12) Happy with it?: Well...I'm getting it changed so obviously not
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: Right. I'm a genetic mutation. My parents are both lefties.
(14) Your living arrangement?: Um...in my room?
(27) Your family: Hate them mostly. Sometimes my dad can make me laugh but at the moment, I'm hating him.
(29) What's your job: Once I'm 16 Imma get me one a those.
(30) Piercings?: 3-ears
(31) Tattoos?: I wish
(32) Obsessions?: camp, guys, younger guys, disney, The Breakfast Club (thanks to Deb)
(35) Do you speak another language?: Hebrew and a little bit of Spanish. Oh and I understand Yiddish, I just can't speak it. Trick of the I-have-a-dad-that-talks-about-me-to-my-aunt-in-Yiddish trade.
(36) Have a favorite quote?: You're only given a little spark of madness. You mustn't lose it. -Robin Williams
(37) Do you have a webpage?: This livejournal.
DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: I try to
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Not so much.
(40) Do you have any secrets?: Not really. I'm quite the open book and it's sad.
(41) Do you hate yourself?: Mostly
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: It's cute.
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: Millions
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: Nice tits.
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: I'll leave this one up to Zoe-she's got the free time to come up with it.
(46) What's your biggest fear?: The end of camp, and never getting ass again. *shudders*
(47) Can you sing: My dad things so...but then again, he thinks he can sing and he painfully, can not.
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: No.
(49) Are you a loner?: Depends on where I am.
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Hellz yeah! I amuse myself just being myself! If I was someone else...I'd be attached to me. Wow...I'm cocky.
(52) Are you a daredevil?: Mmm yup. I'll do pretty much anything. *wink wink* [I am a dirty ho]
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: Oh where to begin? I hate my body, I hate my hair, I hate my depression, I hate the way I can't keep a relationship, I hate the fact that I can't give up on things that are bad for me, I hate the fact that I'm a slut and I don't care. I hate the fact that I never regret even the most regret-worthy things. Oh, the list goes on.
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: Passive. Too lazy to be aggressive.
(55) Have you got a question: Don't get me started.
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Greatest strength-the power to laugh at myself and not take myself seriously. Greatest weakness-letting some people have too much power over me.
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: One thing...this is hard. If I had to pick one thing...I'd pick my body.
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: Creativity. Love and beauty spawn from creativity
(59) How do you vent?: I write, I scream, I dance, I talk to my shrink, I talk to Zoe, I watch movies, I listen to music or whatever.
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Most of the time. Sometimes things get to me though.
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: No. I think it's a flaw, others think it's a good thing. Problem is, I don't really learn from my mistakes if I don't regret them.
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: Some parts.
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: You need a sense of humor to survive.
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: My eyes.
(65) And least?: My fat.
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: Whem I'm heavily made up, hair done nice, nice clothes on, I consider myself decent.
(67) Are you confident?: I pretend to be more confident than I am.
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: For a while I thought I was like Enid from Ghostworld. Now I think I'm alot like Angelina Jolie in Girl Interrupted.
(69) Do people know how you feel?: Usually.
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: Alot of the time.
DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: Rarely
(72) Do drugs?: Pot sometimes
(73) Read the newspaper?: Not unless it's for school. It smells bad and it makes my head hurt.
(74) Pray?: I don't believe in god.
(75) Go to temple?: On high holidays when I'm forced to.
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: Depends if I'm in the mood.
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: Not anymore. They got too invasive and wanted more room than I was willing to give them so I kicked them out.
(78) Take walks in the rain?: In the summertime.
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: Only to harrass them. I let people know if I dont like them. I'm totally against pretending to be friends with people. It's a waste of time and it's just annoying. Why would you want to talk to people you don't like?
(80) Drive?: Not yet and according to my parents, I never will. *grumbles*
(81) Like to drive fast?: I wouldn't know. I've never driven before. It's fun when my parents drive fast though...
HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: Sometimes I think I sound ok.
(83) Hurt yourself?: Yeah
(84) Been out of the country?: Yep
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: I used to drink caper juice. Ya know, the liquid that capers sit around in? That. Oh and once I ate a whole tube of toothpaste with my friend. We both got sick from that.
(86) Burped?: Oh the good old days with the burping contests. Or last halloween when we got kicked out of the restaurant for burping. *giggles*
(87) Been unfaithful?: Yes *blushes*
(88) Been in love?: I thought I was at the time. Now I know I was wrong.
(89) Done drugs?: Yeah
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: Not that I recall.
(92) Had a surgery?: Nope.
(93) Ran away from home?: Yes. Once I ran away to my front yard, once to my garage and once to the corner of my street. I'm not very creative.
(94) Played strip poker: Nah
(95) Gotten beaten up?: Not really. I'm usually the one doing the beating.
(97) Been picked on?: Yeah, I was an ugly, fat kid from like 1st to 6th grade. Not that I'm not all that ugly and fat now, I just don't get picked on for it anymore.
(98) Been on stage?: Yey yuh!
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: Um...no.
(100) Slept outdoors?: Unfortunately.
(101) Thought about suicide?: Many a time
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: Last nights of camp and before leaving on trips at like 4 in the morning (going to sleep makes it harder to deal with).
(103) If yes, what is your record?: um...I dont know, 48 hours?
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: Not really. The longest I've been on the phone was 4 hours.
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: Umhm
(107) Slept all day?: *snuggles* yum
(108) Killed someone?: I wish
(109) Made out with a stranger?: hehe. Yeah. They were strangers at the time...
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: Nope
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: I'm not going. I'm already there.
(112) Kissed the same sex?: yes. Just the other day actually. LEIGH RASKIN
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Um well yes, I've kissed a girl...oh and I grab girls asses all the time and whatnot.
(114) Been betrayed?: Yeah.
(115) Had a dream that came true?: LAVEY WEIL made my dream come true this weekend!
(116) Broken the law?: Yeah
(117) Met a famous person?: I didn't actually MEET them, but I saw them...
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: BUGS
(146) Stolen anything?: Yes
(147) Been on radio/T.V.?: Haven't had the pleasure
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: Not yet!
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: Plenty
(150) Considered religious vocation?: I don't consider religion period.
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: YES *ahem*Bennifer telling me that my mouth's too small...asshole*ahem*
(152) Bungee jumped?: I want to so badly
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: Nope
CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: I dont know.
(155) Brand of clothing?: Rave? I don't know brands.
(156) Cologne/perfume?: My vanilla essense from CVS
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: jeans and shirt
(159) Wear hats?: Sometimes. If I'm in the mood.
(161) Wear make-up?: Eyeliner
(162) Favorite place to shop?: Rave, Spencers and Hot Topic has funny shirts.
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: My infamous black tank top.
(164) Are you trendy?: I'm too poor/lazy to be trendy.
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: Maybe if it was cute.
BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: It's too boring to think we're the only ones around
(167) Miracles?: No
(168) Astrology?: No. It makes no sense.
(169) Magic?: I believe in it because I wish it was real.
(170) God?: Nope
(171) Satan?: Have you met my grandmother?
(172) Santa?: HELLZ YEAH!
(173) Ghosts?: Sure. Why not?
(174) Luck?: Yes and I have the worst of it.
(175) Love at first sight?: Nope.
(176) Yin and Yang?: I guess
(177) Witches?: They're hot.
(178) Easter bunny?: No. I don't like oversized stuffed things. They scare me.
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: No.
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: Yes and there are leprachans too!...right.
(181) Do you wish on stars?: Shooting stars. Only at camp.
LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: Not so much. All I thought was "oh here come the usual questions"
(183) Do you remember your first love?: No. I've never loved before.
(184) Still love him/her?: Never loved...
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: I don't know
(186) What do you find romantic?: I don't like the whole romance thing. I'm more into the physical.
(187) Turn-on?: Long hair, red hair, guys that play guitar, agressiveness, green eyes, sex
(188) Turn-off?: Unintelligence, guys that are too damn clingy
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone?: Nope. Have you seen some of the people I've hooked up with!?
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: Guilty and sad. I hate letting nice guys down.
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating or going "blind"?: Um...I don't know. It depends on the situation
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: I don't care so much. I've only ever had 3 boyfriends and it hasn't stopped me in life. I think the guy should ask the girl if he's really ready enough to be faithful because it seems like guys have a harder time with that than girls.
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: Once again, have you seen some of these guys!?
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Um, well they like my tits, I know that much.
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: Sex Sex and Sex
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they're trivial lies
(207) What's the last present someone gave you?: My dad gave me an iPod for chanuka
(208) Are you in love?: No
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: Cream myself
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: I haven't met up with a ghost yet
(212) You wanted to kill?: My brother
(213) That you laughed at?: Leigh
(214) That laughed at you?: The people in my dance class.
(215) That turned you on?: oo baby!
(216) You went shopping with?: Nikki
(217) That broke your heart?: Divone
(218) To disappoint you?: Kori
(219) To ask you out?: Divone
(220) To make you cry?: My brother
(221) To brighten up your day?: Blair! SHE LIKED MY POEM THING!
(222) That you thought about?: My brother-he's vaccuming is very obtrusive
(223) You saw a movie with?: Beniffer and Aziz
(224) You talked to on the phone?: Grandmother. Yesterday
(225) You talked to through IM?: Divone
(226) You saw?: My brother
(227) You lost?: No one really.
(229) You thought was completely insane?: Frankel. Wearing flip-flops in the winter! *shakes head*
(230) You wanted to be?: Deb. She's hot.
(231) You told off?: Kevin probably. He's always annoying me.
(232) You trusted?: Travis-uh oh
(233) You turned down?: Simona's cousin
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: a few minutes ago
(235) Laughed?: Dance class
(236) Cried?: Last week
(237) Bought something?: I bought an iced tea at dance.
(238) Danced?: 7:30-8:30
(239) Were sarcastic?: Constantly
(240) hugged someone?: Evan. At school. Before we left. He's very unaffectionate.
(241) Talked to an ex?: Right now.
(242) Watched your fave movie?: I have so many favorite movies but I watched one of them (Breakfast Club) last night.
(243) Had a nightmare?: I haven't had a real nightmare since I was like 8.
(245) Talked on the phone?: Yesterday with grandmother.
(246) Listened to the radio?: The radio was on on the bus but I wasn't actually listening to it.
(247) Watched TV?: Right now.
(248) Went out?: Dance
(249) Helped someone?: I just told Divone when and where the reunion is. Does that count?
(250) Were mean?: I yelled at my brother for shoving a cookie at me, like 20 mins. ago.
(251) Sang?: This morning. I sang to my dad.
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: Sunday. Spongebob. 1 and a half hour acid trip. *crosses eyes*
(253) Said "I love you"?: Today when I was contributing to the hour long message Noah was leaving on JJ's phone.
(254) Missed someone?: Right now. Camp everyone.
(255) Fought with a family member?: Just argued with my brother as usual.
(256) Fought with a friend?: Hm. I guess yesterday when I got angry at Jeremy for the "Wheels '05" chatroom.
(257) Had a serious conversation?: Today, in science, with Ben.
(258) Got drunk?: Haven't been drunk in ages.
(259) Had sex?: Not yet.
And that, my friends, is how I kept busy for the past hour. Thank you for your time.