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Hm. I haven't updated in a few days so I decided I should. The only problem is, I can't think of much to say.
To start out though, I shall tell you my current condition. I am sick. My throat feels like its cloged up with an orange, and by that I mean, my throat is swollen. I'm not doing too well with swallowing. This is saddening because well 1. I dont like being sick. And 2. I might have to miss the bunk reunion tonight. If I miss this reunion, I don't know what I'm going to do with myself. I may just end up dying...or staying in bed until the next camp get together. Camp is all that matters anymore. Nothing else. I don't know what I'm going to do next year when I have "graduated" from Ramah. I mean...yes there's seminar and coming back as a counsler and yes I will but it wont be the same. Also, I just realized that I wont see my Bogrim friends for TWO YEARS because well...for their gesher summer, I'll be in Israel and for my JC summer, they'll be in Israel. It's too depressing to think about. I'll just stick to the fact that I have a whole summer ahead of me. I miss you guys like no other.
I'm having a total mental breakdown. I seem to have no end to my workload even though I really don't have any work. It's like I'm imagining I have a ton of work and every time a teacher actually does give me work I feel like I'm going to throw up. Not only that but NOTHING makes me happy or satisfied lately. Things that I used to take pleasure in (like stalking people's livejournals/xangas) don't seem to cut it for me. I don't know...I'm just being all depressed and stupid. *SIGH*
I'm really excited for tonight, if I do get to go I'm going to see my whole bunk (minus Cindy-who I see daily and Udwin-who I'll see next week at the USY dance) and B10 (minus Jon-who I'll also see at the dance).
PAH. I'm so super spoiled. I just had a mere craving for Pizza Hut pizza and so I mentioned it to my daddy and well...he's off to get it! I think he's only being nice to me because I'm sick. Oh well, I better milk it for all it's worth. God, I'm such a bitch...meh, nothing we didn't already know.
Hm. I wonder who reads my livejournal. I mean...I know Adi, Leigh, Nikki, Ilana, and Kori read it...but does anyone else? If you do-you should def. comment and let me know-even if I don't know you! Why? Well...because I am bored and I have nothing better to do than wonder who reads this.
Anyways, Imma go watch a movie on my obnoxiously posessed TV (it wont play my DVDs for some reason nor will it open so I can take out the one that's in there). Choices being: Robin Hood: Men in Tights, The Little Mermaid, The Breakfast Club (which I watched last night and every other day this week), Welcome to the Dollhouse (which I've also watched a numerous amount of times), Drop Dead Gorgeous, Road Trip, or SPICE WORLD. Obviously, it's gonna be Spice World....right after watching my solelim video :-)
God. I cant stand for more than a few seconds without collapsing...Mono anyone? *cries*
To start out though, I shall tell you my current condition. I am sick. My throat feels like its cloged up with an orange, and by that I mean, my throat is swollen. I'm not doing too well with swallowing. This is saddening because well 1. I dont like being sick. And 2. I might have to miss the bunk reunion tonight. If I miss this reunion, I don't know what I'm going to do with myself. I may just end up dying...or staying in bed until the next camp get together. Camp is all that matters anymore. Nothing else. I don't know what I'm going to do next year when I have "graduated" from Ramah. I mean...yes there's seminar and coming back as a counsler and yes I will but it wont be the same. Also, I just realized that I wont see my Bogrim friends for TWO YEARS because well...for their gesher summer, I'll be in Israel and for my JC summer, they'll be in Israel. It's too depressing to think about. I'll just stick to the fact that I have a whole summer ahead of me. I miss you guys like no other.
I'm having a total mental breakdown. I seem to have no end to my workload even though I really don't have any work. It's like I'm imagining I have a ton of work and every time a teacher actually does give me work I feel like I'm going to throw up. Not only that but NOTHING makes me happy or satisfied lately. Things that I used to take pleasure in (like stalking people's livejournals/xangas) don't seem to cut it for me. I don't know...I'm just being all depressed and stupid. *SIGH*
I'm really excited for tonight, if I do get to go I'm going to see my whole bunk (minus Cindy-who I see daily and Udwin-who I'll see next week at the USY dance) and B10 (minus Jon-who I'll also see at the dance).
PAH. I'm so super spoiled. I just had a mere craving for Pizza Hut pizza and so I mentioned it to my daddy and well...he's off to get it! I think he's only being nice to me because I'm sick. Oh well, I better milk it for all it's worth. God, I'm such a bitch...meh, nothing we didn't already know.
Hm. I wonder who reads my livejournal. I mean...I know Adi, Leigh, Nikki, Ilana, and Kori read it...but does anyone else? If you do-you should def. comment and let me know-even if I don't know you! Why? Well...because I am bored and I have nothing better to do than wonder who reads this.
Anyways, Imma go watch a movie on my obnoxiously posessed TV (it wont play my DVDs for some reason nor will it open so I can take out the one that's in there). Choices being: Robin Hood: Men in Tights, The Little Mermaid, The Breakfast Club (which I watched last night and every other day this week), Welcome to the Dollhouse (which I've also watched a numerous amount of times), Drop Dead Gorgeous, Road Trip, or SPICE WORLD. Obviously, it's gonna be Spice World....right after watching my solelim video :-)
God. I cant stand for more than a few seconds without collapsing...Mono anyone? *cries*