May 20, 2007 21:46
wow what a week
yeah, so up and down, I'm pretty in the middle right now, which is completely okay
circus shows were a little crazy, I fell about 15 feet on Thursday night, my partner missed her front tuck on Saturday (she actually tried, and missed, twice) and today our routine was awesome not quite perfect but we got all the tricks and we got them taped! yeah, circus is fun, it gets my mind away from my other life.
I swear, I feel like such a secret agent, I live like 3 lives what with school, theater, and circus. They all blend a little here and there, so maybe I just live the life of a bad secret agent. I'm good with that.
I'm super tired, I did NO homework this weekend, but who cares, whatever, right? But yeah, compared to the post 3 days previous, I'm super. Did some bad things in response to what happened on Thursday, apologized for the bad things I did on Thursday on Friday, and I think I've been almost okay with everything since then. But I am SO taking a break from boys, just in general, any of my female friends who want to catch a movie or talk about anything, completely call me up, I'll have time (after Proof gets up and I finish my APUSH and English project…)
Just a year, hmm…when I really think about it, I'm not better, I'm just okay with it instead of being angry. But yeah like a few people said, I just kind of got the bad end of the deal, whatever, I've gotten some really good deals this year too, so…maybe it was some boy karma coming back to smack me (no, I want to comments from either of you on that statement) I want a new start after this finishes, but oh my god just let this year END, for god's sake, DRAWN OUT, much? I feel like everything's ended about 4 times, maybe its finally time for me to start winding down, but maybe not yet, Proof still looms. Whatever, what will come will come, I've got people, and I've dealt with worse, for now, I'm good.