hm....interesting
I love bathz...they help me calm down...and think.
Here'z my conclusion for this whole thing:
It'z a test...a test of love and friendship between Brandon and I. I'm not sure why some greater power is deciding to test it...maybe cuz we're semi-falling apart. But he is. Test 1: The bet...and I kinda failed.
Test 2: Cameron...Didn't quite fail, but almost
Test 3: (And I feel this is my last chance) Brandon getting super pissed at me.
I need to let go of n-e-bad feelingz or pain that I've been keeping. I need to stop feeding my fire. I NEED to pass this test...for the sake of an awesome relationship.
So yeah...I think that'z my conclusion. I'm just gonna back off. Be mature about it. Pray that he does the same. TRY not to get so jealous. And...overall...forgive and forget stupid B.S. Cuz B.S. is just another name for drama...and we all hate drama. I'll have one last crying session tonight most likely...then I'm through with it all.
The end.
-Allison
Here'z my conclusion for this whole thing:
It'z a test...a test of love and friendship between Brandon and I. I'm not sure why some greater power is deciding to test it...maybe cuz we're semi-falling apart. But he is. Test 1: The bet...and I kinda failed.
Test 2: Cameron...Didn't quite fail, but almost
Test 3: (And I feel this is my last chance) Brandon getting super pissed at me.
I need to let go of n-e-bad feelingz or pain that I've been keeping. I need to stop feeding my fire. I NEED to pass this test...for the sake of an awesome relationship.
So yeah...I think that'z my conclusion. I'm just gonna back off. Be mature about it. Pray that he does the same. TRY not to get so jealous. And...overall...forgive and forget stupid B.S. Cuz B.S. is just another name for drama...and we all hate drama. I'll have one last crying session tonight most likely...then I'm through with it all.
The end.
-Allison