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my ass hurts from sitting here too long, but yet i feel compelled to write. been an eventful november so far. zacs birthday was fun and i almost didnt make it down, like usual. but i had fun times being obnoxiously loud, yelling at a stop sign for trying to tell me what to do. i think i scared ian. ha! fun times and i didnt feel weird, i felt okay ... like old times ... sorta ... i guess only i understand what i mean by that. but overall im happy i went and got ripped but not ripped enough to get sick... yeah! i have self control! when i get my pics developed i will post ... i miss my digital camera but i also love disposable cameras ... cuz you cant delete any pictures! which means more cnadids that you wanna delete but cant! AHA i love it ... its like openingup a present when you pick up new pictures .... you know what i wish, i wish that when i talked to my dog, that he could actually talk back to me. how crazy would that be, but i mean only to me cuz if he could talk to everybody then i'd be in trouble. but what im really trying to get at is that when i talk to him, like that crazy bag lady that i am, i soooo wanna know what hes thinking, whether he wants to give me advice or wants to tell me to fuck off and that he doesnt care about my stupidness. well i feed him so he should care! crazy ass dog. awww but i love him so much. i dont know what else to say ... except that everyone should download conjure one - "extrodinary ways" its kinda trance-y which wouldnt really appeal to me but the vocals are really calming and its just a chill out type of song ... when you just kind of plop on your bed and close your eyes and listen or stare at the ceiling, whatever floats your boat ... but its good ... DL!
todays day dream is: i wanna sing in a rock and roll band ... or just be able to sing period ... i fi could sing like someone i would love to sing like kelly clarkson/xtina aguilera who have major lungs and got it goin on or ashlee simpson/alanis morisette ... kind of raspy but yet sexy ROK voices ... yup thats my rant for the next while
todays day dream is: i wanna sing in a rock and roll band ... or just be able to sing period ... i fi could sing like someone i would love to sing like kelly clarkson/xtina aguilera who have major lungs and got it goin on or ashlee simpson/alanis morisette ... kind of raspy but yet sexy ROK voices ... yup thats my rant for the next while