Time to face the reality
I'm sad...depressed...and kinda broken up a bit too. This whole school years been hard...as a matter of fact high school has just had way to many obstacles.
Wanna know what my biggest shame is? I feel selfish.
Today life kinda went sour for a moment and i definetly felt as if i wasn't going to be able to pick myself up...for a while anyway. But i realized something...
1.) life certainly goes on (which by now...we all know this
2.) there are far worse things!!! I feel selfish because i turn on the TV to watch Extreme makeover or even the news and i wonder...why do i pray for myself? There is so much pain out there that right now, what i'm feeling is just a pebble compared to the mountain of pain others feel.
3.) And we also all need to keep in mind (including myself!) that tomorrow's a new day and if there is pain in your life...then try to make the most of it no matter how hard. Sure you will grieve, this the bible says...but it also says that you must pick yourself up again and live! So i'm not going to wait a few weeks to pick myself up...tomorrow (or today w/e) I will try my best to keep a smile on my face!
4.) And Last but MOST IMPORTANT...I have God with me and that's really all i need
I still feel selfish for thinking of myself so much and for that, i'm sorry.
~Lissy
p.s. 5.) I also have the new rascal flatts CD to cheer me up too :)
Wanna know what my biggest shame is? I feel selfish.
Today life kinda went sour for a moment and i definetly felt as if i wasn't going to be able to pick myself up...for a while anyway. But i realized something...
1.) life certainly goes on (which by now...we all know this
2.) there are far worse things!!! I feel selfish because i turn on the TV to watch Extreme makeover or even the news and i wonder...why do i pray for myself? There is so much pain out there that right now, what i'm feeling is just a pebble compared to the mountain of pain others feel.
3.) And we also all need to keep in mind (including myself!) that tomorrow's a new day and if there is pain in your life...then try to make the most of it no matter how hard. Sure you will grieve, this the bible says...but it also says that you must pick yourself up again and live! So i'm not going to wait a few weeks to pick myself up...tomorrow (or today w/e) I will try my best to keep a smile on my face!
4.) And Last but MOST IMPORTANT...I have God with me and that's really all i need
I still feel selfish for thinking of myself so much and for that, i'm sorry.
~Lissy
p.s. 5.) I also have the new rascal flatts CD to cheer me up too :)