if it's not love, then it's the bomb

[snoopdonna05]

so thanksgiving is coming up soon and i guess i'm supposed to think of what i'm thankful for. but considering how messed up everything is on multiple levels, i find myself hard pressed to think of anything. i kept thinking that things couldn't get worse, but life never ceases to amaze me. so, i'm gonna try something new and say eff my parents and go out on my own, spread out the rest of my school over an extra semester and figure out a way to pay for it by myself. i'm not going to suffer cause they're lives are screwed up. so yeah, thankfulness...

-i'm thankful for every day that goes by without a distressing phone call from home
-i'm thankful that my dad is getting help, even if it isn't working
-i'm thankful for the blue house and everyone who lives here who have helped me get through some really tough times
-i'm thankful for being able to get out of an emotionally abusive and jacked up relationship
-i'm thankful for the mountains
-i'm thankful it's not cold as shit up here
-i'm thankful that i'm healthy (apart from recurring mental disorders)
-i'm thankful for my family even though they stress me out...we're rettingers and no one else will ever know what that's like
-i'm thankful for coffee even though it upsets my stomach
-i'm thankful for leaves changing colors and pretty artsy things

but mostly...

-i'm thankful to have met you 2 months ago