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oh myfod,whata night....ijust drank a lot of captain morgan, priate style and tooke an aderol on the side. i feel sooooofucking amzing but i cried so much cause when i'm drunk it makes me thing, and thinking is a terribly bad thing to me. so i left chris' house where me and laure were chilling and walked to the park bymyself where i cried for a half hour, called cristian, cried some more, callednumbers that i don't even know and wished i could be somewhere else. now i keep[ making al these weird faces cause it feels weird and i think my new obsession is aderol and captiona morgan and i wish things could be better, but i had a very long talk with god tonight nad i think we're straight and i just asked him to please make my life a little easier but after a long talk with dave i think irealize that we
re all going through the same thing, maybe i'm just being selfish, maybe my problemsaren't so big. after all there's people dying in places i've never even heard of. my life isn't so bad except i get calles from my mom at 3am even when i'm 19. oh, this life. i keep making weird faces cause it feels weird and i'm so wired, my face is so numb. i heart aderol and alcohol. i wish someone was here with me.. PLEASE>....i can't be alone right now. i wish i was someone else.
re all going through the same thing, maybe i'm just being selfish, maybe my problemsaren't so big. after all there's people dying in places i've never even heard of. my life isn't so bad except i get calles from my mom at 3am even when i'm 19. oh, this life. i keep making weird faces cause it feels weird and i'm so wired, my face is so numb. i heart aderol and alcohol. i wish someone was here with me.. PLEASE>....i can't be alone right now. i wish i was someone else.