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sometimes i wish i wasnt so lame. like i was better at being creative. i have been at home and i really havnt done anything. i havnt even worked out much except for the occational roman chair drill in my room. i was thinking about hanging out with my friends but i kinda dont even feel like doin that. i just wanna get back to richmond so i can go to the gym. i also wish i was more creative. i think i said the same thing in the previous entry.
i had a cool dream last night where i was in some random building and i was runnin around goofin around and outta nowhere me and another guy had to go and start savin people. we start takin out guards and i see a glowing light from down the hall. i somehow knew it was my friend (who looked like lu kang) that they transformed into some kinda mutant. i had to slice him up and save him. it was cool.
i hate electronics. i hate them because i like them so much. my old MD player finaly stopped workin after like 4 or 5 years and now i want one of those 5gb players. but i is poor so i will have to wait till i get a job.
i applied for a job for next semester. hopefuly i will get it.
i gotta start training again. i havnt trained in like a week and i feel like a slob. i am apperantly supposed to compete in the spring in like april or may. hopefuly i will be ready.
i gotta find somethin to keep me busy though. almost every time i come home i get into this mode of being super lazy and just eating. when i do no physical activity i start feeling down for no reason. i also dont like askin people to hang out cuz more often then not they cant make it or it just turns out to be lame.
one thing i do like about being home is that its so much quieter then richmond. i went out to get somethin from my car at like 11 and i didnt hear a thing. not a car in the distance, no sirens, no banging, no college kids being stupid, no bums yelling at each other, nothing. the air is also so much cleaner. you inhail late at night or early in the morning and you feel like a new man.
i will now sum up this entry:
i am lame
i had a cool dream
i am cheap
i want a job
i gotta train
i gotta find soemthin to do
i like it here when its quiet and the air is clean
i had a cool dream last night where i was in some random building and i was runnin around goofin around and outta nowhere me and another guy had to go and start savin people. we start takin out guards and i see a glowing light from down the hall. i somehow knew it was my friend (who looked like lu kang) that they transformed into some kinda mutant. i had to slice him up and save him. it was cool.
i hate electronics. i hate them because i like them so much. my old MD player finaly stopped workin after like 4 or 5 years and now i want one of those 5gb players. but i is poor so i will have to wait till i get a job.
i applied for a job for next semester. hopefuly i will get it.
i gotta start training again. i havnt trained in like a week and i feel like a slob. i am apperantly supposed to compete in the spring in like april or may. hopefuly i will be ready.
i gotta find somethin to keep me busy though. almost every time i come home i get into this mode of being super lazy and just eating. when i do no physical activity i start feeling down for no reason. i also dont like askin people to hang out cuz more often then not they cant make it or it just turns out to be lame.
one thing i do like about being home is that its so much quieter then richmond. i went out to get somethin from my car at like 11 and i didnt hear a thing. not a car in the distance, no sirens, no banging, no college kids being stupid, no bums yelling at each other, nothing. the air is also so much cleaner. you inhail late at night or early in the morning and you feel like a new man.
i will now sum up this entry:
i am lame
i had a cool dream
i am cheap
i want a job
i gotta train
i gotta find soemthin to do
i like it here when its quiet and the air is clean