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Venting, is a very good way to get things off your mind.
This week has been a very bad week. Certain relationships ended yes, but i hope that friendships will stay from that broken relationship. All i ever was to be happy, and i was...but looking back at the circumstances, there really wasnt any relationship, it was just a friendship. So why, i ask myself, is it so hard to just continue being friends?? Isnt that what the other person wanted? I dont know...I feel a big hole in my life, a huge ...gaping...fucking hole thats killing me. The person that i thought of as my best friend is not talking to me at all...i dont know if shes hurt, or just hates me. Im not a fucking mind reader, i really dont know whats going on. I still want to be her friend, and yes, i have moved on, but i just want to talk to her, do stuff with her...as friends, no titles this time.
This week has been a very bad week. Certain relationships ended yes, but i hope that friendships will stay from that broken relationship. All i ever was to be happy, and i was...but looking back at the circumstances, there really wasnt any relationship, it was just a friendship. So why, i ask myself, is it so hard to just continue being friends?? Isnt that what the other person wanted? I dont know...I feel a big hole in my life, a huge ...gaping...fucking hole thats killing me. The person that i thought of as my best friend is not talking to me at all...i dont know if shes hurt, or just hates me. Im not a fucking mind reader, i really dont know whats going on. I still want to be her friend, and yes, i have moved on, but i just want to talk to her, do stuff with her...as friends, no titles this time.